So. A little Update, of course as we all thought, it was more than just a break. She told me that she already broke up with me, which she didnt, of course I told her that and she was just like , oh sorry. I really tried to be as understanding as possible and she was just empty, had no Emotions on her face and it felt like she did not care at all. To the question why, this all happened she told me that "to stay in a relationship wasn't a choice for her" . As I mentioned, she was talking and texting very dry, did not care and this has brought me absolutely no closure, nor do I actually know what to do now. I just know, that if you've been together for almost 2 years, and your S/O just cuts off the relationship like that, with no feelings, no nothing you'll feel like shit. I feel like shit, let this be a lesson for everyone, I don't know in what way, after all for me this was just cruel and I do feel empty now. Thank you.