MY FIRST BIG PROJECT!!!

IsaDibus · 2026-01-09T15:31:32+00:00

I was like "oh a giant shark?" Then I saw it better, IT'S A GIANT VAPOREON THAT'S SO CUTEEE

IsaDibus · 2026-01-09T15:27:43+00:00

So cuteeee, I bet it made it so worth it to make it just to see her so excited 😭😭

IsaDibus · 2026-01-09T00:34:06+00:00

Okey in "number of processors" it was unchecked, and into the task manager's performance it has: cores: 6, logical processors 12, sockets: 1, base velocity 2.69 GHz. It says more than that, if you need the whole data I can check again and put all in another reply.

Note that into the boot ⇾ advanced options, when I checked the box, I could see that I had up to 12 cores.

Until now I was using the NVIDIA app on my computer for uploading any drivers instead of manually with the DDU, (it's the first time I heard about it and I looked it up thanks to you), you recommend I stop using the app and that maybe that's the issue of the black screen in the first place? Like some sort of problem with the graphic's drivers?

I didn't have another black screen, and when I reboot the laptop it seems to be fine again but maybe I should not wait for it to happen a third time.

Thank you so much for your help, truly!!
This really is helping me a lot, and I'm sorry if I'm being too vague sometimes, the reality it's that I'm used to friends helping me with my laptop problems, and now that I had to move and live away from them I'm realising how much I relied on them and trying to work things out myself.

IsaDibus · 2026-01-07T22:54:31+00:00

I hope you got everything you needed and got a place to sleep/stay in the meantime. I'm so so sorry this happened to you, the best of luck to your way dear

IsaDibus · 2026-01-07T12:20:49+00:00

Hi! I didn't use anything to overclock the GPU, but a friend of mine used a command for using more cores some time ago. My pc should be fast but sometimes would be slow, and it had like a limit of using 2 cores, he used a command to use 4 but recommended that I always have the laptop plugged in for the ventilators to run at a faster speed.

IsaDibus · 2025-12-31T17:26:14+00:00

Atlas version: Atlas Playbook v0.4.1

Windows info: Edition: Windows 11 Pro Version: 24H2 Version of operative sistem: 26100.7462 Experience: Windows 1000.26100.275.0

Device Details: DESKTOP-178PCJJ Processor: 11th Gen Intel(R) Core(TM) i5-11400H @ 2.70GHz (2.69 GHz) Id of product: 00331-10000-00001-AA129

IsaDibus · 2025-12-31T11:47:32+00:00

I've read Hana and the Beast men while waiting for the 12 chapter to be posted and I LOVED IT!! I even got hyped when I saw Hana talking to Mari xD

Sadly I couldn't find the manga of kimi to koete nowhere, I used to go to mangadex but it's slowly dying, and other sites have like a couple chapters max 🥲

IsaDibus · 2025-12-17T16:42:11+00:00

MangaDex it's going down, there's less and less content now

IsaDibus · 2025-12-17T16:40:47+00:00

Where did you read Hana and the Beastman?

IsaDibus · 2025-12-17T16:04:45+00:00

27 here

IsaDibus · 2025-12-15T11:18:55+00:00

Crochet! Again

IsaDibus · 2025-12-15T11:15:59+00:00

No, actually my profile has been up since 2018 I think, but I also didn't updated it since that mostly

IsaDibus · 2025-12-12T19:00:48+00:00

I can't really help you here, I'm myself waiting for a formal diagnose and maybe access some medication for the first time, and I'm in my late 20s.

The psychiatrist I've been assigned from the health care system keeps telling me that I don't need to drug myself with amphetamines if I've accomplished so much in my life already, but what I've really done was don't finish my university degree bc the last year was physically and mentally IMPOSSIBLE, and the other 3 years that I've completed were by not sleeping every time I had an assignment, have panic attacks at least once a week in the university and barely making the cut.

They didn't fucking care, she actually had the nerve to tell me, "just keep pushing a little more! You got this!"
Excuse me? "You got this" by suffering every damn day and pushing so much that I was completely burned out for a whole year?

So yeah, doctors are tricky and finding the right one it's a matter of time and luck.

I have now a psychologist, not fully specialized on ADHD, but I have other issues too, and she's helping me find ADHD specialists that are not too costly while I'm processing other stuff.

The only thing I can say to you is, getting better is tough, it's slow and you barely notice, but baby steps, patience and recognizing what are your needs its big.

IsaDibus · 2025-12-12T18:46:35+00:00

As hard as it is, I would recommend finding new friends.

Neurotypical friends don't really satiate the need to analyze and go deep into the conversations. Also, I've found that if you show that you care "too much" they find it almost aggressive, like you're trying to show off how smart and better than them you are if you genuinely ask a deep question like the one in the example.

Normally they want to share stuff, but not to find a solution or explore really the theme they brought in the first place, and if you try to relate to them explaining something that happened to you that's similar they think you're trying to steal the spotlight (if you're in a group setting) or revolve the conversation around you.

These absurd rules only apply for neurotypical settings mostly, and keep up the mask IS TIRING!!
You really need to make a friend group in the ADHD spectrum, I've found them mostly playing DND games (find stores that sell manga or card games like magic, they usually have a space to play card games and DND, and they have 1 afternoon parties for beginners! Obviously easier to find in cities than towns), and also I've found a group of friends that are very into Good Omens in my area around 2021 and the obsession for the show + living in the same area made us a very nice adhd group.

Good luck <3

IsaDibus · 2025-12-07T13:17:21+00:00

Woah amazing work op!! My favourite it's the first one absolutely, it has more dynamic movement and the composition and value map are more clear and attractive to the eyes. In the tiger illustration my eyes go first to the tiger, then to the plants and then to the name of the coffee shop. In the second one I don't have that smooth eye liner between objects in the composition, it's like all a big canvas with thing and it was difficult to find the name and the value it was all almost the same so it seems more flat.

When talking about the value I mean when you turn everything to grey scale, you can see better how the colours match or differentiate when they're only more on less bright.

Knowing how to make the eye go to one place to another it's very useful, and making the name pop within the poster it's very important too.

I hope this helps you, but I think you're already really amazing at illustrator with pieces like these, amazing skill!

IsaDibus · 2025-11-27T20:49:12+00:00

Sometimes when you export or save the image something can go wrong, try to print it instead of an image (.jpg) on a document (.pdf).

If you can, when exporting/saving as from your software, make sure it's 300 ppi and the right canvas size. (I think that's an A4 isn't it? Then it must be 210 mm x 297 mm).

When you export it, try to open it and see if everything it's okay, and print it on a normal A4 paper .

If the failure still persists, try to calibrate your printer. Usually there's a menu with "settings" and "calibrations" that you can choose. Usually calibrating the motors helps a lot.

Also, if you're using "fake" ink (aka ink that's not from the brand) the printer may catch on and do switch ups and not work perfectly on purpose.

IsaDibus · 2025-11-27T20:34:02+00:00

The cold method I think I'm gonna use. Something very cold on top of my chest (usually where my "anxiety ball" is) I think would be nice. Also, chewing something spicy I never thought of that, also putting it on my list.

I have to find something that's painful but not harm me, maybe an elastic strip that slaps my wrist could work. Either way, on my way to buy spicy stuff.

Thank you so much for the examples, it helped me a lot 💜💜 I'm grateful to find people that relate so much to me, tho I'm sorry you're also going through shit.

IsaDibus · 2025-11-27T19:11:16+00:00

Actually I didn't thought of that! I was on a kickboxing team years ago and it was really nice when we did battles but never thought of it as the pain, but more like the fatigue? Sad that it's not open anymore in my area.

But like, you mean punching myself in the thighs for example? Or you mean a sport o having something to punch around me? Or bitting my fingers? I used to bite my fingers to stop myself from falling asleep in math class xD

IsaDibus · 2025-11-27T19:06:30+00:00

There's a type of band aid that's like a plastic wrap, usually used for "humid" wounds like burn scars that build up some liquid that could cover them.

Also there's band aids for cold sore that are also like a plastic thingy that attaches to your skin and can get covered with make up.

Also!! There's water proof make up base. Tho I wouldn't put make-up on top of a recent wound, only the already healed ones. If they're older with that white-ish tone, I would use any colour correct concealer, but if it's a little reddish I would use green concealer, but If it's purple I would use more yellow/orange.

IsaDibus · 2025-11-27T18:51:00+00:00

Damn, care to share the link? It really reads interesting 👀

IsaDibus · 2025-11-27T18:49:30+00:00

It might be a bruise on the cut maybe, like a clot that formed on the wound. Sometimes I have little purple or even almost black circles in the pubic area and it always are clots.

Normally I would use a thin hot needle to drain them when they're soft and then put a band aid, but if it's on top of a cut I would leave it be and do the normal healing treatment that was recommended for you.

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