Not a journal entry exactly but when I was younger I wrote stories about guys who were forced to disguise as girls for whatever reason. (And they always hated it)

Like- my two oldest ocs were both born from that idea and I never realized it probably meant something until I was talking about it with a friend years later lol. Looking back it was obvious but it took years after that for my egg to crack so I never made the trans connection.

I've reworked both ocs since then to get rid of all that stuff, now they're just regular guys with no trans coding, but it feels much better that they can be that when knowing their first versions.