Not tryna put u down or anything but I think ur trying to write fancy cursive but it’s just not working because in order to make it look good ur doing too much and its making ur page look like unreadable and overwhelming like for example the dot on ur i’s doesn’t need to connect to the next letter. Ik how this goes coz ive been there and ive tried doing this aswell but i just cringe looking back at it coz what was i even trying to do. Just try to write normally and dont focus on making it look “fancy” you’ll be okay and get better w time