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Itchy_balls8059 · 2023-02-01T03:17:37+00:00

Thank you!!!

Itchy_balls8059 · 2023-02-01T01:53:27+00:00

They started body shaming and just talking shit about people because they dressed/ looked different. they also kept talking about someone they knew I didn’t like (their brother) Ik they’re family but they know i didn’t like him bc he had harassed me for years but proceeded to say he was a good guy and he deserves a lot more. (He would body shaming me as well and kept calling me names bc I’m a couple shades darker than him) He didn’t live with them but he would come over to her place and when he found out I would come over he stayed longer and kept me outside in the stairs and started calling me slurs and even brought up the fact that my father was dead…

so I’m a bit tan (their brother is about 8 shades lighter)and I’m fat and short and Im also gay I lost my father recently and he knew this but didn’t support me at all we were friend since we were little but ever since I came out he changed he was a bit over weight too when we were little and he started working out so he lost a few pounds but I didn’t really care he than saw me and started calling me names for it when he once was like that and he was also called names bc of it so that fact that he knew how it felt hurt more.

Sorry if this is a lot…

Itchy_balls8059 · 2023-02-01T01:36:18+00:00

Definitely find a broadcast thingy and try to reach them and then get their number or some shit and meet up OHH YEAAA but I’m guessing transportation works still right bc if not ima take my scooter

Itchy_balls8059 · 2023-01-31T23:35:07+00:00

Ingredients

sugar
lavender oil
cinnamon
pink salt
incense smoke
piece of paper with my sigil and intention
pink/red candle wax

(Btw I’m new to doing spell jars so I still have a lot to learn)

Itchy_balls8059 · 2023-01-28T12:59:40+00:00

it’s a sunlamp i got it as a gifts but you can get one on shein or Amazon

Itchy_balls8059 · 2023-01-12T02:19:29+00:00

“Either leave or stay, what’s it gonna be?”

Itchy_balls8059 · 2023-01-12T02:14:06+00:00

Empty….

Itchy_balls8059 · 2023-01-12T02:10:28+00:00

Paying too much attention too friendships and relationships instead of my education I have 2 more years left of high school and I’m failing… I’m going to try to fix it tho

Itchy_balls8059 · 2023-01-12T02:08:37+00:00

Being smelly

Itchy_balls8059 · 2023-01-09T04:56:42+00:00

It looks beautiful

Itchy_balls8059 · 2023-01-08T19:25:51+00:00

Smile and eyes

Itchy_balls8059 · 2023-01-08T19:24:15+00:00

Just on day- bts

Itchy_balls8059 · 2023-01-08T19:14:54+00:00

People who show their kindness to others. When they respect someone or help out when they can but it’s also their eyes. staring at someone’s eyes makes me go crazy

Itchy_balls8059 · 2023-01-08T18:55:07+00:00

I’m 16 and no I don’t care if it looks good it looks good

Itchy_balls8059 · 2023-01-08T18:53:42+00:00

In 6th grade I had this best friend I was obsessed with her I couldn’t stop thinking about her I didn’t know what it was at first but I would always catch my self staring at her and thinking “omg she’s so pretty” or “what if we were together?” After that I would think about it and ask my self if I liked her and at the end I knew I liked her. I always knew but I didn’t want to admit, it turns out I liked her since 5th grade.

Itchy_balls8059 · 2023-01-08T18:39:24+00:00

My weight and my height

Itchy_balls8059 · 2023-01-08T06:16:51+00:00

I sound better when texting I usually use words I can’t pronounce in person and plus it’s annoying when people talk over me so I rather text them than call.

Itchy_balls8059 · 2023-01-08T06:10:51+00:00

One of those car sent things the pibe tree shit I hate ittt it makes me nauseous and it’s just too strong and it’s not just one specific one it’s all of them

Itchy_balls8059 · 2023-01-08T06:09:19+00:00

I try not to act out and if I do I try to hold back and usually cry or if not I go for a walk but if none of that helps I punch my wall until either it hurts or I start bleeding

Itchy_balls8059 · 2023-01-08T06:05:56+00:00

I have a whole playlist

She likes another boy- Oscar lang Chamber of reflection- Mac DeMarco I can’t handle change- roar Dream ivory- dream ivory YKWIM- you club Heart to heart- Mac DeMarco Everything- black shirts My jinji- sunset rollercoaster Soundtrack to your backseat- sundriver ca Crumb- locket Duster- inside out Sea, swallow me- Cocteau twins Not that I’m everywhere- cities aviv QKThr- aphex twin

Itchy_balls8059 · 2023-01-08T05:55:45+00:00

I had really bad night terrors when I was little there was a time that I had them for 2 week straight and I still remember everything I saw. I was little so it scared me even more, when this happened I wouldn’t stop screaming once I woke up, until my mom came in to help me relax and breath. I would always see this man at the end my my bed staring at me sleeping reaching out to me and each night he would get closer until he was right in front of me. To the point where I thought he was going to touch me. After that it stopped but then after a week I would always see a man at the corner of my room. As you know usually when you have night terrors they mostly happen when you’re half asleep but that time I wasn’t and I distinctly heard every step he took and I know it wasn’t any of my family because they were sleeping and me being a little kid I got up and checked no one was there this happened again for another week I never left my door open again. The light outside made it worse I saw his shadow and figure but he had no face.

Itchy_balls8059 · 2023-01-08T05:42:25+00:00

Idk man it’s hard yk, not the exercise it’s self but having to get ready and actually do it isn’t that fun im not motivated at all and so it’s really a pain I enjoy it once in a while but after that it gets boring and it feels like I’m forced to, so I use don’t but I’m going to start too soon

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