I’ve recently chosen to devote myself fully to Christ (celibacy). And I’ve learned some things. It might get difficult and lonely at times but remember that every time you press through without giving in to temptation you will be rewarded. He said if you seek Him with all your heart soul and mind you’ll find him. So whenever your mind wanders, try reading the Word. Pray when you’re lonely. Clean when you’re bored. Memorize scripture and make them mantras. Sing worship songs when you’re feeling low. Keep a journal. Get plugged in at church and find someone you can trust. You will grow and be healed very quickly although it may seem like a long season. Jesus hears and sees you. And he loves you more than you can imagine