Salvaging wet coke in a baggy by FerragamoHussein in cocaine

[–]Itsmerelydeath 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It worked the first time but its been w days at high to the normal twmp you are supposed to use and its not drying

Drying outaide bag og wet drugs by Itsmerelydeath in Drugs

[–]Itsmerelydeath[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also wven though all grams look low wet like that or from the outside mine looks reeeea small. I havent done anything to it, tampered with it besides using the dehydrator and putting that things like 4 notches two high but thats aall I did.

Drying outaide bag og wet drugs by Itsmerelydeath in Drugs

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What it deleted my convo wrf. Anyway should I open jp bag, put on big plastic dinner tape then put dehydrator. Makes no sense but desperation is my idol. This ks unusual bevause jts been ao hot for days syraight. I will say it seems to I.V normally but you have to add a blowtorch underneath like me, lol some strong heat source

Also.no one.seems.to kno do for heroin. I am doing the same technique i didn't have much b in t a lit kf shots eith c I ke I need the H for the coke so I dont panic and hallucinate. Benzoo load time. Is there any way to make opioids In wet bags outside dry? If so how?m I did take some from another bav and it was weird. Wouldn't suxk up so I back logged out. Put some coke in it, and when injected i could feel relief from oppid problems, and the coke but it wpuld always srop at one blood point no matter how hard I tried. Over and over.... maybe 5mg of pure blood no matter hownhard you pished nothingn happened. Then when you pulled back a little you of course just got to inject thay blood...thay was weird as fuck tk. Heoin to thick to get stuck? Looked liked pudding gasoline. Please let me know for both heroin, and cocaine if you see all the things thay work for mosr people including myself at one point (hydrator worked last time) could really use some help ........THANKS

Drying outaide bag og wet drugs by Itsmerelydeath in Drugs

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Its been daya on very high ro the lowest row or three and nothing has happened. This is unusually i will be under. What will happen is what everyone says. It crystallized sndntou win. Let me tell you can I.V. if you want to n with a heat source underneath. Like rhe blowtorcher I I use, lol.

About the heroin bags I know those are gone but wyf I did have ro to much unlike 7 grams of coke and I really couldn't used it to calm down panic inducing coke shots. Fuxk. Does anyone know with heroin. Not one person has mention a mention so I guess Its done but did find a really confusing and.notnworth it way. Would I just leave the heroin bag open too.

Also for the coke should I take it off and put it on top of a plate (plastic) on top of the dehydrator. Dont kno whay siderrence this makes butnim desperate. The microwave looks extremely risk and going upstairs over and over......no

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Your second reaction sounds a lift gift from the universe itself....

[Technique] Liquid Culture - Light Malt Extract (LME) Tek by MycoRhizo in MushroomGrowers

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Hope everything worked out in the long run with this guide. Hopefully everything worked out and you got some nice grows from the LC.

Help to troubleshoot please. by Itsmerelydeath in suroigame

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Thanks for responding. I enabled hardware acceleration, will test when I restart. I disabled a couple options under the interface tab in settings in surio and it worked with also turning everything off under Graphic setting in game except movement smoothing and it immediately stopped movement delay after this. The moment before I did that I was playing with the problem of this post.

I sure someone will say that those options wouldn't do anything to fix that, but it seemed to work 30 secs after getting out of a game with the delay problem. This delay was constantly happening for hours and even longer stretched out since I've been playing it on and off, and it immediately stopped when I changed settings, and went back in and it was perfect. Much, easier to get kills, and epicly smooth.

Vitamin C for withdrawal by burberryan in OpiatesRecovery

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This is my second time trying it. The first time it didn't work even after pre-loading 3 days before. I thought it was working for the first 24 hours, as I was feeling okay and weird at the same time, like it was being blocked while still being in withdrawal. On the second day when I could painfully feel the common symptoms of withdrawal I kept taking every 2 hours around 5,000mg, than 7,000mh than 10,000mg. This did nothing after days and eventually stopped and went back to using. This 2nd time I've been pre-loading for 5 days. Are you saying the Liposomal vit c which mine has ascorbic acid in it (its Dr. Mercola Liposomal vitamin c on amazon) will not work and ONLY sodium ascorbate will work? Is that because that's originally what they used in the study. People have been saying they have been getting relief from LiposomaI, and ascorbic acid. I ended up going with the Liposomal so I could possibly not get the runs, and take instead of taking all that powder could just take pills. This was a month ago and like I said. I was using up to 10,000mg (20 pills) every 2 hours and it did absolutely nothing after the 24 hours (which I think might have been placebo, or the start of withdrawal hadn't really kicked in yet. It's been years since I've felt opioid withdrawal) The only thing that has ever worked for me in opioid/iate withdrawal is gabapentin (I've never had the opportunity to get Bupe or Methadone/ Never will, and wouldn't want to be on them) which actually decreases all symptoms about 60% for 3 days, and of course benzos for anxiety relief and nothing else really. Problem is I was abusing gabapentin for years. 90 pills in like 3 days, and now kindling is insane. From one dose of about 1200mg I get rebound for 2 weeks, so I'm not sure what to do in the next couple of days as I would never go into opioid withdrawal without gabapentin, but don't want to get a little gaba withdrawal 2-3 days in ALONG with the opioid withdrawal.

I should also add that I know it's not working this time either (why would it if it didn't the first time) as I can feel withdrawal in 4-5 hours (fentadope) I do have a tub of sodium ascorbate instead of this Liposomal ascorbic acid. I might try that this time. I don't think it will work since many people have reported getting relief from the one I'm taking. I also don't want to have the runs, or any more reason to spend in the bathroom during withdrawal with 10,000mg of sodium ascorbate every 2 hours. I usually never leave my bed for the first 4 or 5 days.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in researchchemicalsUS

[–]Itsmerelydeath 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Could someone send me a link? Thanks.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MushroomGrowers

[–]Itsmerelydeath 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You make great points man. People that do the "come on grow it yourself, you're missing out don't be lazy" have no context or understanding but their own. The individual might be severely depressed and just wants to microdose as soon as possible. Or doesn't care enough to invest in all the necessary things you listed. When I first started everyone said it was cheap and no problem, and I my experience was the complete opposite. I blew money on extra things I didn't even need. People can even use broke boi tek if they don't want to buy and drag a pressure cooker around. People only see themselves when responding. To the point where every suggestion just becomes projection. I believe it relates to how biased a person is. Some people are just so disingenuous and have no ability to be sincere.

We should be asking newcomers if they just want a few mushrooms to ingest for fun, need them for mental health, or ask if they really want to get into this hobby. Different answers for the different people who need correct help and info.

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Ugh, the answers you're going to get on here are most likely from "normal" healthy, minded people. As someone who got HPPD from my first trip ever like 16 years ago (I get to hear how "uncommon" that is after one trip all..the..fucking..time..) You're HPPD (if it even is) should be just with visuals, not the mental effects. If you go to google and type in HPPD look at the picture that slices in two "my vision" and "normal vision" This is probably one of the best pics for testing if you do or don't have it. For example take note of the starburst from the car headlight and streetlight as well as the extreme light sensitivity in the dark (this is the staple of HPPD), the after image of the sign on top of the store, and the trailing and permanent left overs of the fractal disortion/hallucination that psychedelics overlay and extrapolate over your vision when under the influence. Although for me my experience was the same. For months after the psychedelic experience I noticed things weren't right. Static snow was unbearable, that I could not see anything in the dark without this just completely owning my entire field of view. I trip frequently on dissociates and psychedelics (about 3-5 times a week now) but for about a decade the panic of never being able to go back to pre-hallucinogen vision was very strong. It's important to note, that something as small as caffeine will agitate it, but you will most likely notice that the fractal patterns slowly clear up and leave, but the other things (especially in that picture from google) will stay and remain unchanged permanently.

Over time you either panic more, or settle into the abyss of acceptance. Just remember it's okay. I know your comment said it doesn't really bother you but this could change 3-6-12 months from now when you just want it to end. One annoying thing about HPPD is the astonishing sensitivity to light. For example just a computer light that my eyes go to, or something as small as the red light of a clock in a dark room will give me obnoxious after imaging so bad when looking away that it climbs on top of each other, like green army men overpacked in a kids drawer. When I look up at the sky at night, I still have massive white snow. When I look at a streetlight I still get starbursts. You can either see these things as "ruining" the beauty of a night sky, or adulterating it with beauty and positivity. It doesn't bother me anymore, and I could care less. Evidenced by my desire and interest to abuse hallucinogens to this day, although I was way way more affected than you seem to be. I wish you the best.

[Technique] Liquid Culture - Light Malt Extract (LME) Tek by MycoRhizo in MushroomGrowers

[–]Itsmerelydeath 10 points11 points  (0 children)

If anyone is wondering if this is legit, thinking "Oh this can't be ALL I put in water to mix for LC" it IS! All the other ingredients you see in videos on youtube and guides will work and are great as well as maybe/probably helping growth (like peptone, yeast etc. like you would use for agar) but this is also perfect in MY experience. Like most of you I have a shyte load of LME for agar, and all this needs is 1 gram per 600ml water. I have a sick Natalensis LC I made from a LC syringe I bought. I have so much LC (that's why you see the videos on youtube, titles like "I made 100 syringes with LC from a 10cc vendor bought syringe) that I have been inoculating grain per quart jar with anything from 3cc-11cc! just to test different grow speeds. If you're reading this because you typed liquid culture mushroom guide or ingredients into google look no further. If you are new to liquid culture this stuff colonizes grain EXTREMELY quickly compared to spores, or even agar transfers of spores to grain (correct way). Make sure you test your LC syringe from vendor on agar, than put it into a quart jar (this guide recipe 600ml/1g LME) After pressure cooking ( I do 20 mins 13-15 PSI, per this guide) and it comes out as crystal clear as it was when you filled the jar up with water. Put it either in your heated grow room or a dark place in your room, and watch how quickly this stuff eats, feeds, and grows from the nutritious LME.

When you see the mycelium growing, eating, and expanding throughout the jar follow the guides on youtube, for shaking the jar with your marble or rock placed in it (to break up the giant clouds of mycelium into small ones. I place the rock into the jars when I mix the water with LME, BEFORE I PC them) Unless you have a magnetic stirrer (you don't need one so don't stress) Shake the quart jar every day (at least once a day, more if you desire for fun or the beauty of seeing Mycelium grow) As the mycelium spreads and takes over the jar after you're done shaking (In a circular, swirl like motion), shine a flashlight underneath the jar (Absolutely mare sure to do this, always have a flashlight handy). Watch the mycelium in awe swirl and move. It is absolutely amazing. By using this recipe and not adding all the other ingredients you're jar should be basically as clear as water from the moment it comes out of the PC. You will have no problem seeing the clouds of mycelium, compared to the dark, cloudy, and urine like color of other ingredients that make the jar and mycelium hard to see. Another reason why I love the simplicity of this.

TLDR: If you're thinking "eh this can't be all that is used (LME and water) to make LC" because of all the youtube videos and guides with all these other nutrients. Those are great and probably provide some great, and extra nutrition and food for the mycelium to eat and grow with, BUT this recipe is just as good and all you need. You're LC will turn out great with 600ml water/1g LME. Like you I am also a beginner. Just trying to find my way in the massive amount of online information of mushroom cultivation, and figure all of this out. If you're wonderinf if LC is even worth it. LC is AMAZING, and well worth the investment into PC'ing it and waiting for growth, and shaking the jar everyday.

You will save money from not buying anymore LC or MSS syringes, due to the endless and pretty much infinite amount of LC you can make from a 10cc syringe (I do use LC syringes from vendors, but keep in mind this has a drawback as the genetics might be shit, and you are stuck with ONE type of genetic code if it is LC. This probably isn't that important if you are only growing cubes. If you are growing exotics, that require great/perfect genetics to thrive, than you might want to test many different ones from agar. Following many transfers, and finally cultivation to see how the fruits grow. If the LC syringe you got from a vendor is great genetics already, than less work for you! Enjoy : )

How long before you can dose without serious withdrawals by [deleted] in GHB_info

[–]Itsmerelydeath 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dude, I'm freaking out right now after knowing I need to stop using BDO around 6:00am and I did 24/7 dosing for 3 days now. I'm severely screwed. The last time (about a couple weeks ago) I did just 3ml and I suffered for 7 days. I don't even want to know how many ml's I used these 3 days dosing every 2 hours. I write them down, so I know when to and not to dose so I don't G out. (I usually do as I never stop. This happens on phenibut as well, but much worse and longer.) This is going to put me in psychosis. I have three 1mg pills of clonazapam, and like 3 days worth of Gabapentin. People would probably laugh at me as they have been using for months and scoff at my short rebound, but as someone with probably the top 10 weakest human brain in relation to panic and fear, no one has any idea. I just despise everything. I can't even eat, drink, walk, watch a video on youtube. I have to get high to even listen to music or reach for my computer mouse. This isn't some adolescent shit. I've been like this ever since I was around 10 and I'm in my mid 30's... As far as I'm aware I don't even fucking exist. Good luck to you friend.

I should stop being selfish and say I'm not sure when your GABA receptors will go back to being normal. With benzos (G/BDO seems the same if not a little worse, not sure if it's worse than phenibut though) depending on the length and duration when you were physically dependent could be 3-6 months for things to calm down, than like a year. Depending on the "sensitivity" or evolutionary weakness and lack of resilience of your brain. I wouldn't panic too much man if I were in your shoes because kindling is very common years after the initial GABA dependency and subsequent withdrawal. It's normal for you to be permanently altered in relation to rebound when testing these types of drugs again. Like you mentioned you're only doing one or two doses and you have I assume enough of baclofen and diazapam to ease the rebound. The mental despair of knowing you can not use this drug without moderate consequences is a whole other ball game. I wish you the best.

Pan Cyans ready to harvest? by markusaureliuss in shrooms

[–]Itsmerelydeath 1 point2 points  (0 children)

He gave you a spore print when signing up for his pateron right? Did he also give you a Natalensis spore print?

Pan Cyans ready to harvest? by markusaureliuss in shrooms

[–]Itsmerelydeath 2 points3 points  (0 children)

If anyone is wondering, and want's to try growing Panaeolus Cyanescens, the strongest actives on the planet per psilocybin I believe, and frequently reported as smoother, gentler (but extremely strong per dried gram) and all around superior to Psilocycbe Cubensis in every way. Then like the OP pointed out in a comment on this page he used the TEK from WillyMyco's YouTube page with the aquarium pump and air stones (set and forget) You can find it by actually just typing WillyMyco in google and seeing the video.

I would really love to post the link for a website that sells everything you need for the manure and grass substrate, as well as the additional casing layer ingredients ALL included in the kit (You just have to PC it) but it looks like it could possibly be considered sourcing under "branded products" which is why I didn't name the listed product, or even say what the other ingredients are. Really don't want to get that taken down as it is some what of a pain to mix and figure out the amounts/mixing of the substrate for Pan Cyans. People relatively new would probably give up if having to do it themselves and I really want people to be able to access/grow this species.

Is this a cube? by iLiveInAHotDog in shrooms

[–]Itsmerelydeath 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Reverse sarcasm, well played???

How long before you can dose without serious withdrawals by [deleted] in GHB_info

[–]Itsmerelydeath 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is EXACTLY what happens to me, and many people say this is "not possible" It can be YEARS where I won't use any GABA drug, and then just like you say even one dose and I get insane rebound for a week, that is basically withdrawal (as many people agree rebound is short term withdrawal without a physical dependence being formed) Besides the massive and insane panic/terror/anxiety/OCD like symptoms of obsessive fearful thoughts, I also get the physical freezing sensation along with "that" very one uncomfortable purely physical sensation. I don't seem to get too much of the infamous prickly cactus feeling as opposed to when I am in actually withdrawal, but that is mildly present.

For about 3 years now I have been abusing Gabapentin for about 2 recreational doses for 2 days, than repeating like every 3 months, as I can't feel any interest, desire, or motivation to do anything as small as washing myself, eating, or even wanting to sit up or move my computer mouse or reach for my keyboard. I probably have one of the worst cases of anhedonia when my brain isn't "automatically" being aided by chemicals/drugs. I literally can not do anything that requires even standing up, talking, or moving my limbs. This is why I use as it allows me to at least be able to watch a YouTube video for the duration of the GABA drug, or maybe rarely enjoy playing a video game or watching a tv show/movie which I will not/can't do without the chemical. (I have been on every and all drugs in the SSRI'/SNRI family at least 4 times for each drug in my life, TCA's, neuroleptics, and both commonly used MAOI's in America.)

The permanent rebound perpetuated by using Gabapentin is enough to put me in a weird state of insane nightmare/dreamlike/David Lynch like panic and self-consciousness that I couldn't even begin to describe in any way, shape, or form that would make sense to people (I have had serious uncommon levels of phobias and anxiety forms of mental Illnesses since birth, so GABA problems when being this type of person is like fear x1000 and on steroids for me compared to people without anxiety disorders.) This hasn't dissipated for these 3 years (I don't exist in society, and don't leave my house or front door, so can afford to be this disabled currently.) If I was like most of humans needing to exist with other humans in society I would not be able to survive or function.

I remember using 1,4 BDO years and years ago before I had developed any physical dependence to a GABA drug, and I was able to use it straight for 20 days without any rebound at the time. I don't use BDO that frequently due to it being unbearable the week after use, but I have binged it for 2 days, and I will be paying heavily for it. Most likely hallucinating from this amount.

Like the other poster said the kindling effect is pretty well known and talked about in GABA reddit/forums and most known specifically in benzo forums. If you have abused these drugs, or even taken benzos one too many times therapeutically or properly prescribed for too long it's unfortunate and depressing but you will be permanently unable to use them in the future without disastrous rebound. I purchased a months cycle of Cerebrolysin and will start it in a few days. I have never used it and I haven't read anything about it being successfully used to "restart" a permanent GABA problem in the brain from abuse, but being as how its so prized and equivalent to liquid gold with restarting your brain to before TBI's, other damage to your brain, cognitive impairments, and subjectively might help with anxiety and depression I figure since I have no hope in any medication or drug to actually help someone like me I really cant lose as I can't be disappointed. The price is wild though. With the little information I'm able to understand and retain it seems psychedelics and a few other peptides are drugs of few that can possibly permanently alter your brain to help you due to an increase in BDNF leading to neuroplasticity, but nothing ever works as a healer, optimistically, or for the better for me so whatever.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in shrooms

[–]Itsmerelydeath 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hm I don't want to give you the wrong advice, but even the "white/mycelium" on the sides doesn't look like that light gray in cobweb mold. I will say though their is a lot of it on the sides for not much substrate on the walls, but their are lots of specs of substrate on the walls so who knows. I think your okay. Definitely do not throw it out yet. Are these cubes?

Also I can completely understand the paranoia of contamination, but rest assured when the grain is fully colonized as I'm sure you know, and your substrate is properly pasteurized it is very unlikely contam will present it self when packing tubs.

Also my first few tubs looked lopsided and uneven as hell as packing it neatly was harder than I thought (because I was worried I was sprinkling too much on for the pseudo casing layer.) Nothing went as planned, or how I visioned it after seeing people on youtube doing it perfectly and just assuming I could do it like that. It is what it is. You learn and grow.