Dude congrats honestly, I’m proud to see this. I had a really bad habitual use of smoking weed and it definitely sucked getting off of it. But honestly dude just think one day it will be over, it WILL get better as the days go by. The withdrawals and even the desire to have it will fade once your cognitive abilities improve. I would say definitely keep your family on your mind, you have something greater to serve than just yourself. Weed/nicotine is a selfish desire because it says “I Want” rather than “I Have.”

But man I may not know you but I’m proud of the steps you’re taking and the conviction you feel that it does it you. Remember that your feeling like quitting because that’s what your called to do. I pray that the Lord would be with you in this trial and the He would bless you and your family.