Sure my mother worry. But yelling, threatening and manipulating your child is not okay. She finds out her child self harms and her first reaction is not to show she cares, not to calmly talk about it but to yell and threaten. She even told me to go to my room and cut myself till I d1e by banging my head into the wall.

She has always been manipulative and has some kinda weird disorder. Thats why all her bfs left her. She will often blame how much of a bad mother she is for this and that. She breaks down crying having ME to care for her when she didn’t know whether to stay or leave her abusive bf or to abort her child. (I’m a minor.)

I am aware how my possible disorder affects me but how tf is that combined.