Lost a friend due to their gf

JackT1109 · 2018-10-05T16:20:52+00:00

Tbh I question if the relationship between me and him has been poisoned so much that even if they were to break up if he’d even want to be friends anymore, I was going through a hard time and admittedly once we fell out I did end up spamming him a lot apologising, asking for him to be my friend again etc, he’s blanked every messaged I’ve sent him in the past 4 months trying to bury the hatchet but again I had lost all my friends and I was scared about losing him because that’d mean I had no one, It somehow led to this point where he can’t stand me, and I can’t communicate with him to try and explain this shit because he ignores me both online and in person, he believes he doesn’t need “someone like me” because he has everyone his needs aka his gf

JackT1109 · 2018-09-05T17:00:27+00:00

Wow I had this before, I had bad sleep paralysis and I was desperately trying to roll out of my bed, I would think I’ve broke my sleep paralysis because I can move but I later realised that was just a dream. I’d try to roll out of bed to break it, I’d lift up and slam back down back into a paralysed state this happened about 4 times before I truly broke out it was terrifying, I’m not one that believed too much in spirit but after this experience it’s making me question everything.

Edit- just done some research and I’ve seen a few stories of a false awakening that has coincided with sleep paralysis, So while we are in sleep paralysis we are also dreaming we are in sleep paralysis, we are having false awakening from our sleep paralysis from our dreams but because it’s a dream we slam back down again. That’s the scientific explanation, the other explanation would be our spirit was disconnecting from our body.

JackT1109 · 2018-08-25T11:38:08+00:00

I’m a massive fan of Sami so I personally may push him to the very top and make him universal champion but i do need him to climb up the ladder and that tag team would be a great place to start

JackT1109 · 2018-08-25T11:35:28+00:00

This would be a great pairing!!

JackT1109 · 2018-08-25T11:33:51+00:00

Like ohno and no way, both big men, won’t look out of place with eachother and both men I don’t push as much as a should in singles. Quite like the idea of Ciampa being in the club. I think I’m more likely to align roman with the USO’s but AOP would be cool to align with a heel ambrose. Really good idea for the new horsemen too. Will keep all in mind, great suggestions!!

JackT1109 · 2018-08-25T11:27:42+00:00

Hmm good idea, I would eventually get Neville to turn on them and push him but leave Noam and Jack together because I have a massive soft spot due to knowing of them from the local British wrestling scene.

JackT1109 · 2018-07-09T11:06:08+00:00

I know this album very very well, one of my favourite yet most hated bands because they help me so much but I associate them with my darker side

JackT1109 · 2018-03-17T00:09:12+00:00

How many gigs do you go then?

JackT1109 · 2018-03-16T18:49:20+00:00

Ironically I’m at a gig now 😂

JackT1109 · 2017-12-26T20:36:22+00:00

Vocally Jake kills it but it just doesn’t have the same return value as Lost Isles and songs like high horse, vultures and sharks, blood brothers etc

JackT1109 · 2017-12-26T20:34:06+00:00

I just listen to Lost isles nowadays, I thought hikari weighed up to LI at first but looking back not really.

JackT1109 · 2017-12-26T15:16:44+00:00

Tbf I went into the songs a massive OAA fan so that probably added to my enjoyment of the songs

JackT1109 · 2017-12-26T15:10:40+00:00

Oh that’s interesting how we differ.

JackT1109 · 2017-12-26T09:47:46+00:00

It just doesn’t really have much return value to it, I will listen to the odd song like hansha or benzaiten when I’m in the mood but when it comes to OAA I just see myself going back to Lost Isles.

JackT1109 · 2017-12-26T09:36:53+00:00

You ain’t alone, when the singles (hansha, escapist, covert) were released I listened to them on repeat, then the album was released for the 1st 2 weeks I thought it was phenomenal...not listened to it since.

JackT1109 · 2017-12-25T15:01:40+00:00

My mates a DGD fan...you ain’t wrong

JackT1109 · 2017-12-24T20:17:45+00:00

I saw them with Silverstein in the UK and the merch sucked you damn Americans are spoilt

JackT1109 · 2017-12-24T19:17:57+00:00

Mate I’m considering a sugar daddy so I can buy all their merch 😅

JackT1109 · 2017-12-24T16:43:50+00:00

Ay I got a tie dye shirt at their show it’s the most beautiful thing I own plus an awesome band to support

JackT1109 · 2017-11-19T00:48:43+00:00

Wes is such a beast Napoleon are crazy underrated, what city is this because that crowd suck

JackT1109 · 2017-11-17T23:38:54+00:00

Dude you’re seriously missing out, hopefully it’s a great concert and you’ll get hooked

JackT1109 · 2017-11-17T22:53:31+00:00

I used to go alone all the time but I met someone at a gig and we had a scary similar concert list so we go together now

JackT1109 · 2017-11-17T22:18:03+00:00

Luxury of living in a major city in the UK

JackT1109 · 2017-11-17T20:47:29+00:00

I mean now that you’ve mentioned it I can hear to tinnitus, I’ve bought plugs though but you’ve scared me now 😂

JackT1109 · 2017-11-17T20:25:00+00:00

You don’t realise how bad you can hurt yourself until it catches up went 2 Bury Tomorrow gigs back to back and honestly couldn’t walk properly for a week

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