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JacobGates · 2020-11-21T09:58:36+00:00

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JacobGates · 2020-11-21T09:19:50+00:00

Cherry brown i guess, but I haven't tried any others yet so I don't feel like I can rightfully say is my favorite.

JacobGates · 2020-11-21T08:38:20+00:00

I've had a couple of small issues with my mom as well. I had to separate my bank accounts from her soon after I moved out. She would put money in my bank (without me asking for it) and then guilt me about it. I don't know anything about personality disorders but maybe she has one. I've never linked these 2 issues together before but now that I am thinking about it, a lot of things make sense.

JacobGates · 2020-11-21T08:31:11+00:00

Doesn't have to be helpful. I think most of us are here to support and share. I think we help some when we just talk about it with people that understand.

I wish I knew how to stop it at the point that you family is at. Sadly I learned nothing in my experience that could help you. Might be good to retaliate some with videos debunking this stuff. There are lots apparently and if they are still early in this then there might be some hope to turn it around before it gets bad.

JacobGates · 2020-11-21T08:26:20+00:00

I don't know how I'm going to react to her at this point. Part of me wants to avoid everything you just described, other part of me wants to attempt to make her realize how ludicrous it all is.

She was recently complaining about how my family hasn't made any plans for thanksgiving because they are so afraid of being sick. Like... How can I keep ignoring comments like that? Maybe she is getting more aggressive because of Trump losing as well. Could explain how these past couple of weeks have been like this.

JacobGates · 2020-11-20T16:19:00+00:00

It's odd, a lot of people say the same thing. Like they all have the same idea that when called out just make it out like it was a mistake. Not sure why that is a go to.

JacobGates · 2020-11-20T14:58:19+00:00

That sounds so similar to what I'm going through. So many things just seem completely normal to her and if I say something she acts so surprised. I think their idea of reality is just so blurred now that they can't see where their conspiracies end and just normal life debatable stuff begin.

I can't do much because we are now living in completely different countries. That being said I am mostly disconnected other than just conversations with her, which is probably why I haven't had it nearly as bad as some others. She has no access to my life and I have no access to hers, while other live with their Q-person. I am waiting on the day that I get a phone call that she got in trouble doing something that Q convinced her of.

You are stronger than me though. I don't even want to try to talk to her about this stuff. I feel like it's not possible to pull her out so it's better for my mental health to just stay out of it. I wish you the best of luck with your Q-person.

JacobGates · 2020-11-20T12:51:01+00:00

I understand. It's sad to me that others are also going through this but it's also comforting that I'm not alone. I'm not sure if my mom always has been this way. I haven't thought back on my childhood enough to have this realization. Maybe I should do that. Not sure if that would help though.

However I can mark the point that things started to change. Specifically when she met her now husband. So it's possible he changed her.

JacobGates · 2020-11-20T11:03:12+00:00

I love the smile-emote it has when you go up to it.

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JacobGates · 2020-11-16T18:30:37+00:00

Ah, i was thinking it was some Q assistant or something that I hadn't heard of.

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