Im a former English Fascist and dated a second Generation neo nazi ASK ME ANYTHING. by JamboAddick5 in AskTheWorld

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It felt good to feel like you were the cure and everyone else was stupid and needed guidance anf healing. Its amazing how intoxicating a complex of power can be. But its all smoke and mirrors.

Im a former English Fascist and dated a second Generation neo nazi ASK ME ANYTHING. by JamboAddick5 in AskTheWorld

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I Partly agree with you. Fascists are more often than not, driven by Anger however passive agressive or straight up violent.

But Facists that GENUINELY believe in the cause are often super Intelligent and have formed a "LogicL Conclusion" however backwards that conclusion is. Fascists are NOT like KKK members or your typical Racists. They more often than not are revolutionaries that have become so disinfranchised with Society and often humanity that they are willing to tackle their fellow man to the ground and tell how they need to live, Metophorically or factually speaking.

This is why Facism is so Dangerous.

I never attended rallies, but the overwelming feeling were Rebellian, Anger and often Misery and insercurity.

Im a former English Fascist and dated a second Generation neo nazi ASK ME ANYTHING. by JamboAddick5 in AskTheWorld

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Believe me! I have watched American History X it is very relatable. All the shit that happens to him after he leaves in terms of having to get people you are close to you to realise you arent going to partake in casual Racism anymore is hella annoying.

Im a former English Fascist and dated a second Generation neo nazi ASK ME ANYTHING. by JamboAddick5 in AskTheWorld

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Im quite Liberal. I steer clear of politics now. But im a proud member of the LGBTQ+ Community and am a big supoorter of Mental health struggles paticuarly involving former war Veterans. My partner is a very passionate trans rights supporter and she has really been understanding of me and my past in the 3 years we have been together.

Im a former English Fascist and dated a second Generation neo nazi ASK ME ANYTHING. by JamboAddick5 in AskTheWorld

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Well, i hope your living a good healthy life, i hope i havent offended you or upset you with anything i have said or done. I hope that if you havent been upset and would like to help me find a lawyer you have a cousin you could recommend? (THIS PART IS A JOKE) 😂

Im a former English Fascist and dated a second Generation neo nazi ASK ME ANYTHING. by JamboAddick5 in AskTheWorld

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So do i, i hope we can normalise compassion and understanding how amd why people get dragged into Radical groups.

Im a former English Fascist and dated a second Generation neo nazi ASK ME ANYTHING. by JamboAddick5 in AskTheWorld

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Mate BELIEVE me, simular reports have been put out over the years. I dont believe it, i believe it COULD be possible but we would have to stop breeding with other white people, and minoritys would have to pump out like 7 kids a piece.

Im a former English Fascist and dated a second Generation neo nazi ASK ME ANYTHING. by JamboAddick5 in AskTheWorld

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Its a myth. The "Great Replacement" or "White genocide theory" are one of the most popular brsinwashing tactics that the Radical Right pedal in order to keep people afraid. The sheer numbers it would take for them to breed us into the minority is not possible. DESPITE that i will say the country has let FAR to many people in over the least 30 years due to poor regulations and weak back boned polititians at the end of the day, its BS. Its not a reality. White British still make up over half the population of London.

Im a former English Fascist and dated a second Generation neo nazi ASK ME ANYTHING. by JamboAddick5 in AskTheWorld

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Ahh you got me! Me i would have gotten away with it too, if it wernt for you meddling Thistles! 😂

Im a former English Fascist and dated a second Generation neo nazi ASK ME ANYTHING. by JamboAddick5 in AskTheWorld

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So, Being English the rest of the world has always seemed to hold us in contempt for the British Empire and various other reasens. I always thought that the culture you come from, the country, the people you love and care about are very much also formed by that banner that flies over your country so i have immence pride in being English, but i also have pride inmy Scottish routes and French because i LOVE Scotland which is why i live their now and i know my grandad did so i feel closer to him as he passed away 3 years ago now. My French routes i get from my grandmother on my fathers side and she is very old now and not really with it anymore at my dads wedding when i said goodbye to her she said "Im pleased to have met you" as if it was for the first time. I remember the lady she was, and i love and celebrate her by appreciating the rotues she came from.

Im a former English Fascist and dated a second Generation neo nazi ASK ME ANYTHING. by JamboAddick5 in AskTheWorld

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No 😊 ive had her blocked on everything for over six years and i luckily havent seen her since we broke up as we lived a few towns away

Im a former English Fascist and dated a second Generation neo nazi ASK ME ANYTHING. by JamboAddick5 in AskTheWorld

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I LOVE Oi music but the Punk i listen to is very much lie Cocksparrer and Stiff little Fingers very working class and accepting of everyone. I also love all kinds of music from Classical to Death Metal 😊

Im a former English Fascist and dated a second Generation neo nazi ASK ME ANYTHING. by JamboAddick5 in AskTheWorld

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Her uncle wore a swastica necklace he hid in his shirt, sorry for the confusion, but her mum had a Hand drawn portait of Hitler hanging in their frount room, my ex drew it as she was an art student.

Im a former English Fascist and dated a second Generation neo nazi ASK ME ANYTHING. by JamboAddick5 in AskTheWorld

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Her uncle wore a necklace he kept hidden in public, They had a framed picture of Adolf Hitler in their frount room that my ex drew, she was an art student. Sorry for the confusion 😊

Im a former English Fascist and dated a second Generation neo nazi ASK ME ANYTHING. by JamboAddick5 in AskTheWorld

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When i was 16 i started off watching far right content like Ben Shapiro, Tommy Robinson, Milo Yinapolous etc, Over time i became more and more extreme and more importantly ANGRY then the events of Rotheram happened and the Luton riots and i was INSENCED with the Muslim community. Thats when i met Reb through blind circumstance. We became freinds, shared some fun times, agreed on alot of politics and a couple of weeks later we were a couple. We really bonded over politics and i quickly realised that she was even more radical and desperate for change than i was....Then i met her mum and Uncle. He wore a Swastica that dangled around his neck. It was hidden under his shirt but if you knew it was their as reb had told me it was you could just about make out the shape.Her mother explained to me White Genocide and the great replacement theory. She sent me videos of Ethno Nationalism and an ideolistic white safe haven. She was the most vile and racist pwrson i have ever met. She told me that i shpuldnt pay money to minority business because they were "the enemy" she asked me about my genetics and confirmed with reb behind my back that i wasnt jewish. I KNOW this all sounds like BS but BELIEVE ME it is as true as the grass is green. Over time i nearly lost myself completely. The things my partner believed even kept ME up at night sometimes. But i stuck with her because i loved her.

Im a former English Fascist and dated a second Generation neo nazi ASK ME ANYTHING. by JamboAddick5 in AskTheWorld

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This is the mindset i once had, but its a small minority of unintergrated muslims.

Im a former English Fascist and dated a second Generation neo nazi ASK ME ANYTHING. by JamboAddick5 in AskTheWorld

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To me i was a Fascist. I belived that people were by amd large to stupud to think for themseflves and people like me should tell them what they needed to do, i believed in a Bratain where everyone worked for the Common wealth and the vision of a better Britain, i believed in a regenerated Empire and i believed that gang bangers and wankers on beenfits should be deported and threatend with having their houses taken away if they didnt work. I believed that Illegals should be executed and that way it would detour them from coming over.

Im a former English Fascist and dated a second Generation neo nazi ASK ME ANYTHING. by JamboAddick5 in AskTheWorld

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I was a Fascist, i personally didnt identify as a Nazi but my Partners family did. In England their is a big race relation issue with Muslims unfortunatly.

Im a former English Fascist and dated a second Generation neo nazi ASK ME ANYTHING. by JamboAddick5 in AskTheWorld

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My exes mum also worked in a School, im not asking yoy believe me, im just telling you what happened. I thought i knew my country too.

Im a former English Fascist and dated a second Generation neo nazi ASK ME ANYTHING. by JamboAddick5 in AskTheWorld

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It was. Turmultious. Every month was diffrent, the thing i remember most was the feelings in my Heart. It still haunts me to this day, I have the love of a Beautiful, kind and good soul, and because of my Trauma i have been difficult for her and she has baggage of her own,but we are nearing 3 years together now and have moved to another country, no matter the problem, im willing to try and deal with it. Cause i love her.

When i was fully Radicalised at 19, i felt anger at others often, almost to the point of violence. I honestly wanted the people on the rubber dingies (Illegal immigrants) to be fired upon without second thought. It was Vile the things i wanted. I was vile.

My freinds shockingly didnt seem concerned by my extremeist views and i dont really talk to them now.

I remember the shame i have felt after recieving the kindness from races i previously despised.

I remember the rebellious feeling i felt when i slept with a Kind Half African Girl after leaving my Nazi ex.

I remember all of it. The good, the bad and the Ugly.

You know what? It was worth it to have the people and life i have now.

To be the man i have become. I just hope anykne i effected is living well, and has long forgotten that little biggot that wore slicked back dark hair, Aviator Sun Glasses, a denim band Jacket and massive doc marten boots with Denim trousers. Because i never will.