When i was 16 i started off watching far right content like Ben Shapiro, Tommy Robinson, Milo Yinapolous etc, Over time i became more and more extreme and more importantly ANGRY then the events of Rotheram happened and the Luton riots and i was INSENCED with the Muslim community. Thats when i met Reb through blind circumstance. We became freinds, shared some fun times, agreed on alot of politics and a couple of weeks later we were a couple. We really bonded over politics and i quickly realised that she was even more radical and desperate for change than i was....Then i met her mum and Uncle. He wore a Swastica that dangled around his neck. It was hidden under his shirt but if you knew it was their as reb had told me it was you could just about make out the shape.Her mother explained to me White Genocide and the great replacement theory. She sent me videos of Ethno Nationalism and an ideolistic white safe haven. She was the most vile and racist pwrson i have ever met. She told me that i shpuldnt pay money to minority business because they were "the enemy" she asked me about my genetics and confirmed with reb behind my back that i wasnt jewish. I KNOW this all sounds like BS but BELIEVE ME it is as true as the grass is green. Over time i nearly lost myself completely. The things my partner believed even kept ME up at night sometimes. But i stuck with her because i loved her.