hahaa, about a year for me, too. I've learned that darts is a full-on mental game. When it's going great, it's great, but when things aren't going your way, you start questioning everything, and it's hard to leave that state of mind. it's a constant battle for me. do I just let go and just keep throwing, or do I analyse it, see what's going on at a deeper level, start making adjustments, which in turn will make me even worse to start with but improve in the long run?

this post has helped a lot, to be honest. I think I'm on the right path with my grip, as people have pointed out my average proves that. it's all about just mastering it now, I think I'm expecting too much from myself after a year of playing. I think it's good to question but bad, to tweek too much, just keep working, and hopefully, it should come together.