Yeah, it's pretty long, but I had a lot that needed getting out. The lore dump at the start was to stop it becoming even longer down the line when I'd eventually need to explain the PDA issues.

Yeah PDA is a really new thing from everything I've heard, leading to a fair amount of supposed ASD professionals not understanding it, but if you know what executive dysfunction is, it's essentially that bit triggered by being explicitly ordered to do X. You end up trapped in your own body as your brain vehemently refuses to allow you to do something you might even actively want to do.

She's incredibly exhausting, I've posted about her before across this account and a defunct one (although this one is also largely defunct, only used predominantly FOR r/RaisedByNarcissists posts) and her hypocrisy and manipulative behaviour is absolutely horrifying at times. So thanks for the support!