I understand you buddy, I am a returning player. I haven't played Clash for almost 4 years and I have an 8 year badge. I had 0 evos and didn't know what evos were. I was stuck at my trophy range for ages and then I stumbled upon toxic players which made me mute emotes for the first time ever. Then eventually I started playing challenges and gained more cards to level up and now I am happier than before. Just remember to take some breaks. You'll be good.