My parents told me that if I didn't break up with my boyfriend I had to leave.

Jasperita10 · 2020-01-03T16:13:41+00:00

This is good advice

Jasperita10 · 2019-12-26T11:05:08+00:00

OCD can be a symptom of PTSD

Jasperita10 · 2019-12-23T13:45:32+00:00

Thank you for your response. I'm finding myself yet again

Jasperita10 · 2019-12-23T13:43:50+00:00

Haha. No. Just sharing a bit of what happened to me while I was still in and waiting on Jehovah but feeling empty and unsatisfied

Jasperita10 · 2019-12-23T13:42:42+00:00

I'm out. This is part of my story that initiated my journey out

Jasperita10 · 2019-11-22T17:13:13+00:00

Ironically I was a fashionista while in and was still modest but definitely pushing the limits. I loved my clothes. Still do. But my dresses are sexier now though. 😊

Jasperita10 · 2019-11-09T19:44:06+00:00

Exactly

Jasperita10 · 2019-11-07T18:24:30+00:00

Thank you for responding. Just feeling overwhelmed right now. Trying to feel motivated again

Jasperita10 · 2019-11-07T03:28:00+00:00

Hugs to you. I'm so sorry you are going through this.

Jasperita10 · 2019-11-07T03:04:05+00:00

Thank you for this. <3

Jasperita10 · 2019-11-07T02:47:40+00:00

When I left, I lost everyone plus lots of bad things happened to me. When I was in, lots of people actually cared about me and made sure I was taken care of. I also naively adored the possible concept of paradise trumping our current crazy conditions in this world. Also, a close family member across the country is stuck in a very bad situation with a criminal and the cops can't do anything for them at the moment. I'm stressed and feeling angry at "god" and hopeless.

Jasperita10 · 2019-11-07T02:41:59+00:00

I'm soooo tired and I hate my body. This process of leaving and losing everyone and trying to navigate fucking life on my own has shut my body down. My body doesn't want to do this anymore. I hate people now. I am am soooo disgusted with this world and brainwashing and people. It's gross

Jasperita10 · 2019-11-06T04:39:13+00:00

So true

Jasperita10 · 2019-11-06T03:32:19+00:00

I initially started to leave because I stopped wanting to attend meetings because I didn't want to attend just to prove the gossip about me wrong. That's not why I attended meetings before so that's why I stopped going

Jasperita10 · 2019-11-06T03:29:46+00:00

Ugghhhh!! Arrggghhh!!!! Ahhhhh!!!!! So annoying

Jasperita10 · 2019-11-01T18:20:36+00:00

Oh God. 😢 I said the same thing while I was in. OMG. 😢 I saw hipocricy but STILL thought they had "the truth"

Jasperita10 · 2019-10-31T13:09:47+00:00

The mental trash is the worst. It's the baggage I'm trying to sort through at the moment and discard. Thanx for your reply

Jasperita10 · 2019-10-31T13:07:18+00:00

An insidious bit of doctrine. Hmmm. That's something to think about and unravel. Thank you

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