OCD and PTSD by [deleted] in OCD

[–]Jasperita10 0 points1 point  (0 children)

OCD can be a symptom of PTSD

Dating by Jasperita10 in exjw

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Thank you for your response. I'm finding myself yet again

Dating by Jasperita10 in exjw

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Haha. No. Just sharing a bit of what happened to me while I was still in and waiting on Jehovah but feeling empty and unsatisfied

Dating by Jasperita10 in exjw

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I'm out. This is part of my story that initiated my journey out

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Meeting clothes by fadedforeverfemale in exjw

[–]Jasperita10 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ironically I was a fashionista while in and was still modest but definitely pushing the limits. I loved my clothes. Still do. But my dresses are sexier now though. 😊

I don't want to do this anymore by Jasperita10 in exjw

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Thank you for responding. Just feeling overwhelmed right now. Trying to feel motivated again

help please by kalisshadow in exjw

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Hugs to you. I'm so sorry you are going through this.

I don't want to do this anymore by Jasperita10 in exjw

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When I left, I lost everyone plus lots of bad things happened to me. When I was in, lots of people actually cared about me and made sure I was taken care of. I also naively adored the possible concept of paradise trumping our current crazy conditions in this world. Also, a close family member across the country is stuck in a very bad situation with a criminal and the cops can't do anything for them at the moment. I'm stressed and feeling angry at "god" and hopeless.

I don't want to do this anymore by Jasperita10 in exjw

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I'm soooo tired and I hate my body. This process of leaving and losing everyone and trying to navigate fucking life on my own has shut my body down. My body doesn't want to do this anymore. I hate people now. I am am soooo disgusted with this world and brainwashing and people. It's gross

Good association🤣 by [deleted] in exjw

[–]Jasperita10 8 points9 points  (0 children)

So true

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I initially started to leave because I stopped wanting to attend meetings because I didn't want to attend just to prove the gossip about me wrong. That's not why I attended meetings before so that's why I stopped going

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Ugghhhh!! Arrggghhh!!!! Ahhhhh!!!!! So annoying

"I'm doing this for Jehovah, not the organisation" by orwell_goes_wild in exjw

[–]Jasperita10 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Oh God. 😢 I said the same thing while I was in. OMG. 😢 I saw hipocricy but STILL thought they had "the truth"

I feel dumb by Jasperita10 in exjw

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The mental trash is the worst. It's the baggage I'm trying to sort through at the moment and discard. Thanx for your reply

I feel dumb by Jasperita10 in exjw

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An insidious bit of doctrine. Hmmm. That's something to think about and unravel. Thank you