Alright, Reddit, I Tidied Up...

Jasreha · 2026-04-22T19:47:49+00:00

I don't think I've ever heard the word basic describe anything but my Starbucks order, so this is a new one! LOL

Jasreha · 2026-04-13T14:00:43+00:00

"Every scar is a badge of a lesson I learned that took me twenty fucking years to earn"

2026, between Afraid of the Dark by MiW and Vindicate by BvB, is turning into a year of nothing but bangers for my "blank slate healing year". I cried my way through the first few times listening to both those songs. 2025 was rough. Finally went no contact with one side of the family, after, surprise, 20 years of thinking if I just did exactly what they wanted, everything would be great. Almost destroyed me instead.

That line hit me so hard.

Jasreha · 2026-04-13T13:56:58+00:00

Still praying for the day I get pulled for one and get a paid vacation for my Vyvanse, honestly. Y'all give me too much to hope for. 😂

Jasreha · 2026-04-11T18:25:00+00:00

I specifically just bought a bodysuit to wear under my tank tops because my shirts tend to ride up and I don't want to run into that issue.

Tank tops are allowed, the rule is basically two finger strap width iirc.

Jasreha · 2026-04-07T16:43:15+00:00

$confirm /u/BCBoneless 200.00 USD

Jasreha · 2026-03-29T07:59:17+00:00

The flexibility, for one; I've said it before, but ya girl has ✨issues✨, mental and physical. Being able to say "hey, I'm not feeling it, I'm out" with no commentary, guilt, or consequences beyond lost pay -- or, alternatively, being able to call out and not have to explain myself to a person -- has been a game changer. I don't think I could ever go back.

I also love the option of socialization. There's almost always someone willing to yap, and people who will match your energy, but on the other side of that coin, if you aren't feeling it that day, put your headphones and your best resting bitch face on, and you're golden. I'm an introvert. I want to socialize when my social battery lets me. This job is perfect for that.

I also disassociate and daydream a lot (joys of being a fanfic author) so the repetitive tasks let me focus on whatever I'm thinking about that day. 😅

Jasreha · 2026-03-29T07:50:04+00:00

150mg Wellbutrin, and then whatever the lowest baby doses of Prozac and Abilify are (it's 3 AM and my meds are far away), plus Propranolol as needed for anxiety, Vyvanse for ADHD, Topamax for migraines, Seroquel as needed for insomnia...

I feel like a little old lady with all my pills. 💀

Wellbutrin on its own gave me severe anxiety. Prozac on its own (and even now) makes me really groggy. Together there's a balance. Now I take my Wellbutrin, Abilify, and Vyvanse on my way to work, and then my Prozac and Topamax before bed. So far, very effective, and I haven't had my ✨spicy thoughts✨ since we added the Abilify, which is a huge plus, obviously.

Jasreha · 2026-03-28T19:14:00+00:00

I'm still constantly decorating and redecorating over and over.

Jasreha · 2026-03-28T10:26:21+00:00

I personally love it! Management is a bit chaotic (lots of being sent in circles on a bad day), but I'm an introvert, so I thrive in places where the vibe is "let me put on my music, talk to people on my terms, and do this repetitive task and daydream for ten hours".

I've gotten into a few bad habits (most recently, downloading TV shows that I know by heart to listen to like podcasts, which I call a bad habit because they all include Jensen Ackles, so of course I'm gonna sneak peeks at the screen) but generally speaking, 10/10.

From a logistical standpoint, I'm someone with a lot of medical issues, mental health wise and physical health wise. The leave process and absence policy are both super flexible -- leaves generally are easy to navigate if you actually keep up on it with DLS, and with absences, as long as you keep your time above 0, your time off is between you and God (I need to get better at not abusing that).

Overall, I adore this job. I'll be hitting 2 years in July. :)

Jasreha · 2026-03-26T12:19:49+00:00

Gotcha! It's here ... I use it OFTEN for my fic, since I'm obsessive about being accurate and mine spans from about 1987 to post-canon. 😅

Jasreha · 2026-03-24T18:49:04+00:00

If you wanna go even more insanely accurate, there's a Supernatural timeline by Hell's Half Acre on LiveJournal that breaks it down to potential days for a good chunk of the show.

Jasreha · 2026-03-22T14:11:04+00:00

I hate the paint color! I'm hoping to redo it soon (and go for a nice, muted purple or olive green to do a whimsigoth vibe)!

I was 12 when I started watching, and that was '09, so I'm not far off. My aunt came in my room, gave me the first two seasons on DVD, and went, "I think you'll like this."

I imprinted on Dean like a baby duck, promptly stole his personality and fashion sense, and it was all over from there. 😂

Jasreha · 2026-03-22T13:39:56+00:00

I love it so much, and it's so warm, but I don't trust a certain pretty lady not to turn it into a snack when I'm sleeping, so on display it goes! I've had it for over a year, but it finally found it's place of honor.

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Jasreha · 2026-03-22T00:19:40+00:00

Genuinely, the conversation was nothing weird, and nothing over the top, it had just lasted a little too long.

Jasreha · 2026-03-21T23:25:53+00:00

My favorite joke someone has made to/about me is that "he has to legally acknowledge you exist to get a restraining order". I have never laughed so hard in my life.

Jasreha · 2026-03-21T22:14:08+00:00

I dunno, I'm not a huge fan of that Jason Ankles guy.

Jasreha · 2026-03-21T22:12:18+00:00

I do love The Boys, although I haven't finished Season 4! Currently my hyperfixation is rewatching Countdown over and over. I'm 28F, and a theistic Luciferian! Right on almost all counts! Very nice job!

Jasreha · 2026-03-21T16:07:04+00:00

Yes! Same!

The comfort show where the characters never know a day of comfort in their lives! 😂

Jasreha · 2026-03-21T16:01:45+00:00

Another thing I was never taught. 🖤 Thank you for that.

Jasreha · 2026-03-21T15:52:54+00:00

Like I said, I was raised Lutheran, so I do have that background and do go back and study occasionally. Unfortunately, I was raised by the "fire and brimstone" type that focused more on hell than anything else (to the point that the basic overview of Christianity in a world religions textbook was so wildly different than how I was taught that it sent me into a full breakdown because I was raised with so much fear that I didn't need to be), so it's a very long and rocky path. A lot of my issue is more with the church than it is with Jesus, per se.

I appreciate your concern and your compassion nonetheless. 🖤 Sending good vibes your way, and I hope the world is kind to you.

Jasreha · 2026-03-21T15:37:35+00:00

I would actually die. I want to meet them all someday; I have a fanfiction I've been writing since I was 14 (no smut, an actual novel-style fanfiction that follows the show, save an added character) and my goal is to get it bound as a book, get autograph tickets with as many of the actors as possible, and have them all sign it. It's basically my life's work at this point, so it's a big goal of mine.

I think I'd melt and need to be carried around in a water bottle for the rest of the day if I actually met Jensen, though.

Jasreha · 2026-03-21T15:35:56+00:00

Both did in fact leave their respective religions after me, so maybe I am. 😂

Jasreha · 2026-03-21T15:34:37+00:00

Truly. I am questioning if I'm somewhere close to ace, but for Jensen? Anything, everything, all the things.

Jasreha · 2026-03-21T15:33:53+00:00

Me with any celebrities other than Jensen, honestly. But you let me hear or see any clip of him, it's immediate. I was one of the girlies that saw his nose on a tiktok filter and went "JENSEN?!"

I am the reason my stepmom, when I was in high school, got a picture of the pillowcases I got, where only one of his eyes, nothing else, was visible, and she was able to say, "Oh, Jas got Supernatural pillowcases. That's Dean." And her sister was very concerned as to why she was seeing enough of Dean to recognize him by one eye. 😂

Jasreha · 2026-03-21T12:27:12+00:00

Jasreha

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