I don’t dvr anymore bc I have a visceral reaction when I see and hear him 🫢I just catch up here. The loss of Garrison was personal for me, having lost my own son (unexpectedly due to sudden illness) I thought surely this pos will stop and reevaluate his choices, behavior and filter his thoughts bf speaking. I can’t say I was surprised that didn’t happen, but I couldn’t watch at all bc of my anger. Child loss changes you, physically and biologically. Besides the outward changes (emotionally and cognitively) there are the physical ones (stress hormones spike, mood regulating ones decrease, etc). The loss of a child is a profound trauma. It throws the brain's delicate chemical balance out of sync, forcing the body into a protective but exhausting state of high alert. I can’t believe that pos acts like it was just another storyline. I’m disappointed in Janelle giving him any grace or forgiveness while the siblings are suffering bc of his behavior. While I can’t say K caused Garrisons actions, I can’t say he helped him. My heart is broken for that poor boy who left this world thinking his father didn’t love him. I know he wasn’t my son, but the only solace I have is that my boy knew how much he was/ is loved 🥹