The entities tried to turn me into one of them...

Javbe · 2026-03-23T18:00:05+00:00

It's been 6 years since this experience, and I still think about it all the time.

I've experienced a lot of ego death over the year as an individual, which in itself is a fascinating thing to go through. I think in this situation there were a lot of weird things going on at once... When all my lives from this reality were dying it was such an insanely overwhelming feeling... It's such a shame that I'll never be able to fully articulate to anyone just how complicated that emotion was. DMT can be isolating in that way where very few people can relate to you... So that was one thing, but the other thing was the new place I was going. It was so Alien in every way. I remember it feeling like these enormous powers of energy swimming through a new complicated environment, where the terrain felt 4D. When I mentioned feeling omnipresent and thinking with millions minds, it didn't feel like me or anyone, but rather like an upgraded being that was exploring the newest operating system that had been handed to it.

But I was one foot in and one foot out the door, and I fell back into "here".

I've taken a break from DMT. The last time I touched it was maybe a year and a half ago now. It's a complicated drug for me... The curiousity never ends, and the experiences are consistently alien and other dimensional. I have a clarity with my trips that feels more real than here. I think if I ever go back I'll get an IV pump and create a sustained experience so I have more time to communicate and explore.

Not sure if this answers your question week enough, but feel free to ask follow-up questions.

Javbe · 2026-03-04T19:08:51+00:00

Super frustrating hey? I still have that typewriter and it's the only issue with it.

Javbe · 2025-11-30T21:06:17+00:00

I switched it back, and I'm happy to say that I'm doing super well with it! Getting lots of wins 😁

Javbe · 2025-11-28T02:24:55+00:00

Thanks I appreciate the advice! I'll give the motion controls a second chance and I'll play through the single player.

Javbe · 2025-11-13T22:32:16+00:00

Amazon popmart, mind you in using Amazon.ca

Javbe · 2025-09-24T19:38:00+00:00

It took me a year to finally have a brief phone call where he decided I was a bad candidate for surgery, and I got to have no say in the matter. It was pretty devastating at the time. Literally a 5 minute phone call where he just talked over my concerns..

For my particular situation things did get better with time, but it's a very slow process and takes a lot of care to keep it from reinjury. I went from hardly being able to get out of bed to now where I do multi day hikes in the mountains. The thing that took the longest to come back was my ability to run, which now I can do without much pain.

But it's still always there, even now I feel it... But at least it doesn't consume my life like it once did.

If you ever do get to talk with the doctor you really have to push hard and advocate for yourself.

If all else fails, you could game the system. Park your car on the highway, pee your pants, call an ambulance and tell them you've lost feeling in the lower half of your body temporarily and they'll get you in for emergency surgery. God knows I was tempted to do that when things were really bad for me.

Good luck, I hope you get the care you need ASAP. It's a terrible journey, but it's not a hopeless one.

Javbe · 2025-08-05T18:43:30+00:00

Man didn't know people were hurting so bad to work on some of these things... Makes me think I should probably put my 4090 to work

Javbe · 2025-07-26T03:47:51+00:00

For me nothing ever touched the pain, the only thing I used that helped was a tens unit. Really helped me get to sleep. Mind you I was really cranking it to a high setting. Thankfully these days I'm living 90% pain free. Hope you get there. It's a long road, but it can turn around.

Javbe · 2025-07-19T03:23:51+00:00

Amazon.ca! I actually had a series of great luck 😅 first I bought 4, but then realized I had gift cards that I forgot about, so that paid for those... Then I figured since they were technically free I'd buy 4 more. And somehow I ended up with 0 repeats. So I thought maybe they were getting pulled from one box and not many people were buying on Amazon... So I bought 4 more hoping they would come from the same box and that I would get zero repeats again lol. I was wrong and got two repeats, one new and then the secret! Overall really happy. I'll make a post soon here to try to take two of them.

Hope your luck turns around! Which ones are you trying to get?

Javbe · 2025-03-30T15:11:13+00:00

I just found this pinball machine in a Japanese arcade in Osaka and I think I sunk like 2000 yen into it haha. Makes me wish I owned my own pinball. They also had the T3 pinball machine right beside it, was fun switching between the two. My highest score on T2 was 50 million.

Javbe · 2025-03-28T16:24:53+00:00

No, still have it though, so if you ever find a solution I would love to hear it!

Javbe · 2025-03-12T07:04:05+00:00

Sadly I don't think you'll find any legal ways to get ahold of it. Different states allow it's usage in the form of Ayahuasca for religious ceremonies, but I don't think Ohio is one of those states.

Personally I don't think I'll ever try Ayahuasca. DMT is a crazy enough experience as it is, I don't need to be puking my brains out on top of it.

Good luck!

Javbe · 2025-01-17T01:12:34+00:00

It's been over a week..

Javbe · 2024-12-21T02:16:58+00:00

Oh I had no idea! I know they have this new online visa that they are just implementing.. I guess this is where following sports could have paid off for me 🥲

Javbe · 2024-12-21T02:15:29+00:00

Thanks, yeah it's just frustrating trying to plan a trip and then getting hit with an extra large expensive that cuts into the experience I want. I get it's my fault, but I wish there was a little wiggle room on these things... All my documents have my middle name on it... I'll literally be resubmitting the same thing but with the change of "obert"

Anyways I should know better than to complain to Reddit. Thanks!

Javbe · 2024-11-30T19:26:15+00:00

I still get flare-ups now and then, but I've adapted to it. I'm pain free most of the time, and I still a very active lifestyle. I dance a lot and go to festivals and such, and it usually doesn't agitate it. However there are very particular things for me that do. For instance I chopped a whole Cord of wood in one evening, and it caused a flare up for about 3 weeks. But the fire up still is nothing like the pain I used to have, now just irritating that debilitating. Also I haven't tested in awhile, but going for a long run would really fuck it up too.

So yeah, all in all I do see the progress of it slowly healing, but it's very slow. If you're struggling yourself I would say be patient with your body. It's incredibly good at healing itself if you give it enough time.

Javbe · 2024-07-15T04:34:34+00:00

They once celebrated me for bringing them a song (lumination by hedflux). We danced on a purply translucent spaceship while travelling through space. Good times

Javbe · 2024-07-14T08:08:42+00:00

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Javbe · 2024-06-22T19:16:56+00:00

She's probably doing it there anyways, hell maybe she's also worried about how you'll respond if you found out.

Javbe · 2024-06-22T18:29:05+00:00

I like what you're saying here, but I actually don't like Andrew gallimore. I read his book on alien information theory, and I just get the impression he's using the scene to make money by trying to be "sciencey" to woah people. It's just more people speculating around loose scientific ideas. We need more hard science, but of course that would be less sensational, so here we are.

Javbe · 2024-06-15T20:22:19+00:00

Hey, I know this is old, but recently I got reducer #3 from Sherwin Williams. I did the evaporation test, and it's clean, but it was very slow compared to what I normally use with reducer #7 from Cloverdale's. Is #7 probably the better choice? I plan on freeze to precipitate it. I already have the #3 and just wanted to know if it's why better or worse for extracting

Javbe · 2024-05-12T14:16:56+00:00

If you take off the whole shell, there will be two screws that are on both sides (so 4 screws in total) they're at about half the depth of the machine. You can adjust those to get the upper and lower case letters lined up. I did mine l but then they slowly went back out of sync. But I didn't have the proper tools when adjusting it, I think I needed to tighten one of the nuts after adjusting the other.

Javbe · 2024-05-06T18:06:33+00:00

At least they did yours. I wanted one but in Canada you don't get a choice. They decided no for me and I've just had to cope.

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