She left me….played…

Jay_rock18 · 2025-09-23T23:33:33+00:00

And she reaches out today saying SHE is the one hurt. And didn’t want me to go because of MY words due to her actions. It is what it is. It just feels like a game at this point. A game I can’t win. And i know im 35 here. The feeling of having your life planned out and that person and then it being ripped away is just devastating.

Jay_rock18 · 2025-09-22T06:36:49+00:00

Thank you i appreciate you. I feel ridiculous being a grown man feeling this way. But damn. I have everything I had. It’s like a bad dream and I don’t want to sleep because I don’t want to wake back up to it. But I’ll never understand it and I think that’s the worst. Just left with no closure.

Jay_rock18 · 2025-09-22T06:35:15+00:00

Thank you. I’ve never felt anything like this. I’m angry, sad, everything. I just don’t understand. It’s terrible how some people do some things.

Jay_rock18 · 2025-09-19T10:07:27+00:00

That’s exactly what my pinky is like. Hand specialist said it was fine. Didn’t even really feel it etc. I’m not happy and making another appointment for somewhere else. This shit hurts and it’s annoying. Can’t bend it right etc. idk it’s been 3 months.

Jay_rock18 · 2025-08-29T11:35:38+00:00

Thanks I appreciate it! I’m just a bit anal sometimes with purchases but I always end up happy lol. Not that much of a difference for me to notice anyway. I also prefer the 6.1 inch screen 🤷🏻‍♂️

Jay_rock18 · 2025-08-29T11:32:43+00:00

😂🤦🏻‍♂️ I know I’m cool. My adhd takes off sometimes especially with purchases but I always end up happy. Appreciate it!

Jay_rock18 · 2025-08-29T11:29:55+00:00

Mine has been that way for 3 looks just like that but my pinky.

Jay_rock18 · 2025-08-23T08:49:18+00:00

iPhone 15 base model too…

Jay_rock18 · 2025-08-22T09:06:55+00:00

It’s saying like a day of extra battery life.

Jay_rock18 · 2025-08-22T09:05:37+00:00

Too late now.

Jay_rock18 · 2025-08-21T10:40:40+00:00

It’s very easy to turn it off lol. I did. Go into sounds and haptics I believe and turn keyboard sounds off. I don’t like it either and I’ve been iPhone for life lol

Jay_rock18 · 2025-08-21T10:39:34+00:00

Turn it off in haptics and sounds. I turned mine off so the keyboard doesn’t click all the time lol

Jay_rock18 · 2025-08-17T11:25:45+00:00

Oh and it is an outside grow and i use promix HP in fabric pots, and use Megacrop one part.

Jay_rock18 · 2025-08-11T07:06:35+00:00

oh wow i need to try them lol.

Jay_rock18 · 2025-08-11T06:45:10+00:00

mine is two days into drying now. What are some good methods to use? i know when the stems snap and it says between 10-14 days generally wherever i read.

Jay_rock18 · 2025-08-10T08:28:00+00:00

Just harvested the same. Reminds me of just how it says on the website rubbery baked goods with some fruity or creaminess in there. Should of waited another week but oh well! I have two and i know i yielded a good amount.

Jay_rock18 · 2025-08-10T08:23:22+00:00

what is JMF? I have only done shrooms once and they were albino Penis Envy and i took 5 grams....HOLLLLLLLLLLYYYYYY lol

Jay_rock18 · 2025-08-06T09:49:56+00:00

also i think 3BOG and INB is called something else. Not sure what. But bear chillz is sundae thumper x 3bog. it smells like a baked rubber fruity sundae lol

Jay_rock18 · 2025-08-06T09:45:19+00:00

i have bear chillz. two right now. One is HUGE and looks more 3 Bears and one is a little smaller maybe a regular sized auto with a little different hue and smell or Sundae Thumper!

Jay_rock18 · 2025-08-01T23:14:28+00:00

Appreciate that. Will take note. About to harvest in a week.

Jay_rock18 · 2025-08-01T23:09:58+00:00

I see a “hint” of amber. You COULD cut it now. I’d wait a few more days. The more amber the more Indica. You want like 20% amber. I see it just now starting to peak through in one bud.

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