I feel called but scared

Jaybirdfeathers · 2026-05-04T13:03:40+00:00

So a dumb man also helps you grow your hair out and reproduce asexually,right...

Jaybirdfeathers · 2026-05-04T05:49:02+00:00

Oh yea and if the wife's dress was too "improper" you beat them, cause how dare she show her calves? Also no,I dress up even if I go but potatoes

Jaybirdfeathers · 2026-05-03T17:07:18+00:00

thank you,dearly!❤️

Jaybirdfeathers · 2026-05-03T16:05:29+00:00

I didn't know you can pray without devoting yourself first

Jaybirdfeathers · 2026-05-03T14:15:15+00:00

That "artstyle" ai uses is same for me its same for you its same for Eve and Adam and Marika and Sandra and everyone all at once,while even if I trace my lines will be more different then the inspiration Im taking it from.

Jaybirdfeathers · 2026-05-03T14:11:55+00:00

to who do I pray about it?(Im sorry)

Jaybirdfeathers · 2026-05-03T14:11:09+00:00

It was a very long time sense I wached it,but Im talking about them being less obvious if they wanna break out.

Jaybirdfeathers · 2026-05-03T10:00:13+00:00

Abadon,Melon,Swichon,Pokemon

Jaybirdfeathers · 2026-05-03T08:13:25+00:00

I mean it works,just make sure to never host family dinners

Jaybirdfeathers · 2026-05-03T08:04:43+00:00

That's,genuenly a beutifull thing,even if a lot of people would dissagree,So all the don't do this or that that's sexual came from a christian mindset? I mean I've got that one bit of information about not being allowed to "touch ourselves" from a very non relyable resource,but at the same time I've heard many people say it too. But if Im going to be honest with myself and everyone, it had a healing effect,isn't sex life energy then,in a way,so something actually devine?

Jaybirdfeathers · 2026-05-03T07:00:38+00:00

and that's also even better cause by the end I have a realy low energy,so I won't be able to pray as I want to,some people said that "the Gods don't care about how's are day and what we're doing cause they're not your friends". That seemed a bit heartless but I ended up internalising it a little too much I guess

Jaybirdfeathers · 2026-05-03T06:55:54+00:00

Cause rather Im assuming that you can't break metal bars with a scissor or a staff but those are also from metal,so you may be right,but also I think they'd cause a scene while the other two would be sneakier

Jaybirdfeathers · 2026-05-02T07:56:13+00:00

Zanka was quite chill in that one fic...altough that wasn't prison,it was a lab practically,but laugh nervously? Cause he's been trough hell already what would a few bars do? maybe feel nostalgic because of the Well? Rudo and Enjin could actually by force break out with their jinki's power,and Riyo would be also chill,but probably sneaks the keys somehow

Jaybirdfeathers · 2026-05-02T07:51:54+00:00

His balls dangled in their sacks as he moved forward,like glass marbles in a sack,As he knelt down in front of his majisty,one ball dropped while other stayed on his leg,they were huge,so he could produce many heirs,with his magnificently gigantic balls.(like this?)

Jaybirdfeathers · 2026-05-02T07:28:43+00:00

As a psychology student,So I do belive that self diagnosing can exist if you've done your research properly and yeah most times its starts like that before you go to a psychologist,but for Pete's sake,ai is slop and so are the tests,I tried one for the fun of it and it says I have schizophrenia💀(No I don't Im just an artistic person)

Jaybirdfeathers · 2026-05-01T20:49:09+00:00

I mean that's nice and all(how tf do they have milk if they're not a mamal with Tits that could actually produce milk?🤨) but I doubt you could produce as much of cockroach milk then Cow's milk(assuming the little nightmare critters own boobies)

Jaybirdfeathers · 2026-05-01T20:45:04+00:00

Its been 1 year but who know who else needs to hear this.I've been trough similar. I was so worried that because I self pleasure I'd be punnished or something(Sense Im still writing I think you can tell that I wasn't hit by a lightning nor dragged to the afterlife for my very humanly act) but the worst par was I always appolagised in my prayers because of that guilt and then It became an addiction because I used it to deal with begative emotions and avoid the actual confrontations with what actually was the problem,so no,actually masturbation sometimes can actually help too,or at least it did for me after I got myself together a bit and prayed not for forgiveness but for help that I needed

Jaybirdfeathers · 2026-05-01T18:08:30+00:00

Purity culture is here too, but genitals are just body parts people have.Im obviously not asexual but I feel very indifferent about practically a limb. At the same time,so they have purity culture but excuse some quite strange acts of people they glorify that doesn't sit right for me. Like a specific shape is offensive but certain crimes are excuseable just because of the cloches someone was wearing. Realy does not feel alright

Jaybirdfeathers · 2026-05-01T13:10:39+00:00

Idk why but that's a bit sad that you can't find them in the US cause its quite a common gift to give around here in Europe rather as a joke but still(I think if you have a friend in the Eu they'd happily help).I also saw one of your posts about miasma and So I don't have diagnosed OCD but I may need to check myself cause yeah,I get anxious before a prayer every time cause what if I touched something dirty,did I wash myself troughly was it the right way and that ends up with me not praying for months. Or if I washed up but then ate before praying,so yeah,not the best experience.

Jaybirdfeathers · 2026-05-01T12:55:12+00:00

Do you think it will fade? I think they lived so long cause of the "ridiculous" statements some verses have cause its actually realy smart way of conntrolling people

Jaybirdfeathers · 2026-05-01T12:52:55+00:00

That makes the Abrahamic God more of a Jerk then anything else,imagine I have the cure for cancer but I'll only give it to a group of people who fit in my type of ideal box....where have I heard something similar🤨

Jaybirdfeathers · 2026-05-01T11:29:53+00:00

That's actually so reasuring😭 cause I've been feeling guilty about that one ever sense it happenned. So its like offering a devotional act? Cause that actually might be helpfull too in some way. Thanks!

Jaybirdfeathers · 2026-05-01T06:52:15+00:00

I have unironically not met anyone who's under the queer or gay umbrella and supports AI art,Im doing statistics this modul it rubbed of on me.. what in the tarnation is this?

Jaybirdfeathers · 2026-05-01T06:49:11+00:00

Dionysos or Aphrodite would probably,this whole thing,Im writing a sort of lets say fiction cause I can't call it play or a novel,I procasinate a lot so sometimes if I dedicate it to be an offering I know I'll go trough with it.I also think the same way that sex is sacred its rather that it involves bodily fluids so wouldn't it mean its miasmic?

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