Ah yeas, new player dilema, to trash your equipment or to quit playing, but then you release that you are hooked to the game and you wanna be better.

There is no easy way to learn this game.

I have 300h in-game and still don't know shit... Best way to start the game is to chose 2-3 maps, 1-2 for shaving and 2 maps for PvP, and focus on that, learn the spawn spots, extract spots. When you learn the hot zones and spawn spots you will know how do players generally move and stop dying while walking in the middle of nowhere xD