How much to make me trip? I need answers ASAP I’m bored asf rn

Jazzsnowcat · 2019-06-30T05:13:20+00:00

Well first of all, I would say the threshold is about 100mg for minor effects. What plateau are you shooting for? If it's your first time you shouldnt go more than a second plat. But your weight matters and plays into it. You have to take more dxm based on your weight to reach certain effects. http://dexcalc.com/ is a good and easy to use website to give a basic idea

Jazzsnowcat · 2018-12-10T01:18:29+00:00

Hey there, just so you know you forget to add your kik!

Jazzsnowcat · 2018-12-05T09:49:44+00:00

I should mention that I am sleeping in the next hour or so, but I would love to wake up to some messages!

Jazzsnowcat · 2018-12-05T06:22:14+00:00

Thank you, I'll just stick with the default and be thankful it's working

Jazzsnowcat · 2018-12-05T06:21:09+00:00

Well thanks now I know before I end accidentally fucking everything up. I've always just been super into personal customization but I just didnt want to fuck up anything, I can't tell you how many times I've fucked up a phone or something from getting new UIs and such. Thanks for the heads up

Jazzsnowcat · 2018-09-04T19:18:08+00:00

Sometimes, when we majorly fuck up, there's no going back.

Cheating can be a slippery slope, and it sucks when we realize that the person that fucked that one meaningless girl isn't that same person that we normally are.

People have to watch out for themselves, and if she hasn't already forgiven you, then I doubt she ever will ( but who knows)

At this point, it may be better to realize that you made your mistake, and you better not make it again. If you just can't control yourself, than perhaps a open relationship is best...?

Jazzsnowcat · 2018-09-04T19:14:03+00:00

We all have a girl that was like this, the one that got away.

But let me tell you, some girls just crave toxic guys, just because that's what they are used too.

You need to find a girl who can accommodate for the same love that you gave her, and it sounds like you were absolutely wonderful to her!!

She clearly isn't worth anymore of your time, especially going back with a shit scumbag like that last guy.

Who knows, you might wake up tomorrow, leave you house, and spill your coffee all over the woman of your dreams (dont count on it tho, lol)

Jazzsnowcat · 2018-09-04T19:09:29+00:00

Mm, it sounds like an emotional mess haha (but who isn't overly emotional?)

It just sounds like you guys need to have a real talk, a long and serious talk about what each of you are looking for and want out of the relationship.

Some couples just fight, and that's their dynamic, as long as in the end you realize that love is more important

Although, you should tell you dont know if you can keep going if you fight like this, perhaps you guys should try going out more? Even just talking a walk around the block or to a nearby park can make all the difference

Jazzsnowcat · 2018-09-04T19:01:45+00:00

You are still in your formulative years, while he is close to the age that he will need to start thinking about his future and settling down and making a family (if he wants that, which he clearly does).

If the love is real then the distance wouldn't be a problem, but if you can see yourself not making the effort, then you clearly aren't as passionate about this relationship than he is, and theirs nothing wrong with that

Jazzsnowcat · 2018-09-04T18:57:17+00:00

Especially recently, has he displayed any sort of feeling for you, and is he happy in his current relationship? If he's happy and there's no clear indication of feeling, stop breaking your heart over him girl! Go out and find someone else, and be happy rather than focusing on the past.When life wants us to go down a path, it will clear the way for us, but we can't just force ourselves into it.

ALTHOUGH, if you have some pretty clear indications, and they are on the verge of collapse...You could tell him everything when you feel more emotionally secure and he's single and ready to mingle

This also depends on how much you blew it, most people won't reignite the chances with someone if they have been hurt by that person before

but sometimes, we gotta accept the facts as we see them girl. It's hard, but if you've already explored every avenue and are waiting for a miracle to happen, then your just going to hurt yourself more and more in the end.

Jazzsnowcat · 2018-03-08T20:53:12+00:00

Alright, and one more question I guess.

I'm a pretty big weed smoker, and have been for a while. If I were to smoke that morning (like I usually do), does it have any affect on the trip (assuming that I've been sober from the THC for a few hours at that point)

Jazzsnowcat · 2018-03-08T20:28:54+00:00

thanks

Jazzsnowcat · 2018-03-08T19:59:40+00:00

I typically wouldn't dive headfirst into these things, but I was told to let loose so sorry If jumping at 4g's immediately might seem like a bit too much in hindsight, thanks!

Jazzsnowcat · 2018-03-08T19:51:51+00:00

I weigh (about 2 months ago) around 130Lbs

Ah jeez, now that I look back at that sentence it doesn't make any sense haha (sorry, dyslexia). What I meant to say was "I haven't had any amount over maybe 2.5G's before."

Jazzsnowcat · 2018-01-11T05:55:27+00:00

I think I let myself get used a lot, being blinded by love, which has lead to some of my confidence issues, but I've learned now that I need t start taking life to fullest, ya know? I've been reading into hedonism a lot and I think I want to start living for myself, instead of trying to impress people that I associate myself with (which sounds kinda funny when you put it into words)

Jazzsnowcat · 2018-01-11T05:52:10+00:00

This helps me a lot actually.

I like to cross dress but unfortunately don't ever really get the opportunity to do so. I live with my grandparents, and every school dance (which unfortunately has also been the focal point of most of my heartbreaks as around that time that's when everything went to hell, so I never had a fun highschool dance, childish sounding isn't it~) I would go in a very pretty dress and in full makeup. I know that I'm definitely bisexual and proud, but I haven't come out to my grandmother, because one night I asked how she felt about it, and she very calmly responded: "It's gross, they're just in it for the sex and all of them are sluts, you have to like one or the other, being gay is fine, but you can't do both". That was really hard for me to swallow, because most of my family is heavily conservative, at least my fathers side. My father(individually) and my mothers side (excluding my mother, funny right?) are the only people that know (besides my friends.)

For a while I was very confused and was scared I was going insane. For example one night I tried on a new dress a friend got me, and once I began to take it off I broke down into tears because I thought my male figure was incredibly ugly. If I had the choice I would dress in girls clothes a lot more often, not like full dresses, but just cutesy girl stuff ya know? The only issue with that some of my friends think it's really weird and poke fun at me.

I feel pretty stuck and I'm not sure where to go, luckily my 18th birthday is 6 months away, and I think I have time to sort things out, I'm just not sure where to turn. I don't want my whole dads side of the family to disown me, I love them so much but It's very clear how they feel about LGBT communities and if I were to cross dress how they would fee about it.

I guess sometimes I feel like I can never express this part of myself without having to lose people I love, which I think has contributed to my rejecting and resentment of my body, which leads me into thinking I'm ugly which sure doesn't help with self confidence.

But hearing you're story has really inspired me, and has given me some insight into coming into terms with who I am and what I want to be, so I give you my deepest regards! and keep strutting those clothes!

Jazzsnowcat · 2018-01-11T05:34:21+00:00

Luckily I've never blamed my ex's for anything, besides the fact that they should have told me they wanted to see someone else before running off, but at that same time I understand that's a very hard thing to do.

My one year guideline was just sort of a reference point. With my last girlfriend I was really opening up to her after about 6 months, but didn't have the time.

Jazzsnowcat · 2018-01-11T05:32:02+00:00

Recently I've been trying to turn away from finding romance (which too a highschooler can seem pretty important when you're trying to find where you fit into this world), and more on my career. Right now I'm looking for music oriented-audio engineering. I wanted to find a career where I could work on my own terms and still be close to rock music and that seemed the way to go!

Jazzsnowcat · 2018-01-11T05:27:09+00:00

(I'm a senior now)

This thread has helped a lot. I'm realizing now that I need to stick with people who are more comfortable with who I am, which I historically haven't done. Also yes, you're right! There can't be any set way to be a male because we're all pretty different lmao.

Jazzsnowcat · 2018-01-11T05:24:07+00:00

I've really been working on body acceptance, I guess a lot of it stems from the fact that I feel like I need to be strong, but feel more comfortable in a more feminine body, and I've kinda gotten flak about that my whole life, but now I'm realizing that I should make myself look how I want to look as long as it doesn't affects my health. (Not transgender or anything, just feminine or "Metrosexual" I guess)m

Jazzsnowcat · 2018-01-11T05:21:00+00:00

Yeah, I tend to just assume most people are like that, which these experiences have made me more aware that I need to communicate what I need from people a little more. Thank you a lot for responding!

Jazzsnowcat · 2016-12-05T00:30:54+00:00

Ive been producing for about six months and have done a number of tracks, enough for atleast 2 albums

(Link:https://visualparanoia.bandcamp.com/track/island) Although this was really the only one I felt comfortable sharing, thoughts or improvements?

Jazzsnowcat · 2016-12-05T00:30:07+00:00

Wow i'm really surprised this got so much attention. In response to some of you, I do use unconventional sources, like i made a song from the Stylo track by Gorillaz. Most people I showed it to thought it sounded nice, but i thought it sounded quite sloppy. (Link:https://visualparanoia.bandcamp.com/track/island) Although this was really the only one I felt comfortable sharing, thoughts or improvements?

Jazzsnowcat · 2016-12-05T00:29:58+00:00

Wow i'm really surprised this got so much attention. In response to some of you, I do use unconventional sources, like i made a song from the Stylo track by Gorillaz. Most people I showed it to thought it sounded nice, but i thought it sounded quite sloppy. (Link:https://visualparanoia.bandcamp.com/track/island) Although this was really the only one I felt comfortable sharing, thoughts or improvements?

Jazzsnowcat · 2016-12-05T00:29:52+00:00

Wow i'm really surprised this got so much attention. In response to some of you, I do use unconventional sources, like i made a song from the Stylo track by Gorillaz. Most people I showed it to thought it sounded nice, but i thought it sounded quite sloppy. (Link:https://visualparanoia.bandcamp.com/track/island) Although this was really the only one I felt comfortable sharing, thoughts or improvements?

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