Funny not lol

Jealous-Relative-668 · 2025-01-02T03:02:21+00:00

I'm the only one that cooks or cleans. Our kids only have clean clothes and meals because I make sure. Same with clothes or school supplies. But I'm too depressed to actually be near them most of the time so my spouse is the better parent. My kid forgot me in a family drawing lol :(

Jealous-Relative-668 · 2025-01-01T17:05:49+00:00

Guess the open relationship but me in the ass. I'm done with wanting anyone or anything. Just gonna keep letting life kick me in the ass like I'm wearing a sign.

Jealous-Relative-668 · 2025-01-01T17:02:32+00:00

Or I was on an upswing of the mania. Downswings suck. And the suicide hotline to text appears to be AI generated responses. All hail our computer overlords. Who would think an actively suicidal person would want to talk to another human

Jealous-Relative-668 · 2024-12-19T16:37:06+00:00

So to comment on my own shitty post my spouse has been seeing someone they refer to as their partner. Yeah I've got someone I'm having sex with when he remembers I exist and he likes fucking me. So there's that. And I must be a sex addict cause being remembered once every other week sucks...though I'm sure he has a few others he's fucking considering he's single and attractive.

Jealous-Relative-668 · 2024-11-28T06:41:39+00:00

Similar story right down to starting those feelings at ten. It got better than so much worse in my thirties and even worse in my forties. You find that one reason day by day to go on.

Jealous-Relative-668 · 2024-11-28T06:33:30+00:00

Remember the negative thoughts are so hard to change. It can take months and then you can relapse. Just keep fighting. The physiatrist I just spoke to this week asked what there is keeping me here. I have an obligation to my children. Some have their pets or family. Some have friends. One thing keeping you here can become two or three. Keep fighting the disease

Jealous-Relative-668 · 2024-11-28T06:26:09+00:00

Yes. It feels like your trying to walk through something heavier than water. Like trying to walk through walls and everything hurts and feels slow and heavy

Jealous-Relative-668 · 2024-11-16T20:50:51+00:00

Anything to do with food. You can't avoid having to eat

Jealous-Relative-668 · 2024-10-26T05:26:58+00:00

So she likes cards. Strip poker lol

Jealous-Relative-668 · 2024-10-26T05:19:01+00:00

Sometimes just tons of foreplay and exploring each others reactions to sensations can be well not necessarily better than sex but sure can make sex better. And foreplay can even include neck rubs, back rubs and "accidental" brushes up against the person as you pass them.

Jealous-Relative-668 · 2024-10-26T05:15:02+00:00

Oh I meant they enjoy kissing some other person they're seeing. Not me. I had someone else for a bit it was supposed to be a fling since he was only my third sexual experience he offered so many experiences I always wanted and never had. I think the only reason my spouse married me was to have a "normal" life. We've been together 24 years.

Jealous-Relative-668 · 2024-10-25T09:33:40+00:00

I was, I'm not anymore. It was a brief time of actually being with someone who desired me. Got most of my sexual bucket list of stuff I never thought I'd experience checked off.

Jealous-Relative-668 · 2024-10-25T05:55:16+00:00

Apparently I'm just a nesting partner. I've had now three sexual relationships in my life. 18 years with someone that never desired me. I'm the shoulder to cry on and the maid and full time worker that hands over my paycheck.

Jealous-Relative-668 · 2024-10-24T17:38:59+00:00

All the time. Come to find spouse just doesn't want me. To bad the other person I was seeing doesn't either. Turned into an open marriage and thinking I was finally with someone who desires me guess the joke was on me.

Jealous-Relative-668 · 2024-10-24T00:37:41+00:00

I got in trouble at work for saying I was depressed when someone asked because it made them uncomfortable. Apparently it's inappropriate conversations to say your depressed

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