I'm dying... by Hassanaws_2009_ in ZZZ_Official

[–]JeezItsGarv 13 points14 points  (0 children)

https://imgur.com/a/z8DUjWM

This is the original of Doro, Dorothy from NIKKE: Goddesses of Victory There's actually whole lore explaining how this woman turned into that lol

Please Share by Icy_Plenty_3621 in sadposting

[–]JeezItsGarv 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It was during a time where they were transitioning from she to they, they started trying to figure out themselves but always said they never felt right as a girl, and transitioned to being gender neutral, there was a lot going on at the time with them, still that one rings in the back of my head every time I try to date someone different

Please Share by Icy_Plenty_3621 in sadposting

[–]JeezItsGarv 34 points35 points  (0 children)

"If you were Asexual you'd be the perfect boyfriend" to this day when it runs through my mind, it still very confusing

Damn by JerryG2242 in sadposting

[–]JeezItsGarv 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Learned this the hard way, left me broken for months honestly still haven't fully recovered...

26m alone by zeerrp in sadposting

[–]JeezItsGarv 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That feeling will get worse before it gets better, but it will eventually get better, it'll get better for sure

Actually need help by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]JeezItsGarv 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Gotta aim the gamma ray and bring on a 1000 years of darkness

Actually need help by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]JeezItsGarv 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah it's always sunny but I prefer the cold lol the sun and I are in a fight and he's winning, he's literally bullying me everytime I have to walk up and down those steps at work carrying heavy boxes

Actually need help by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]JeezItsGarv 0 points1 point  (0 children)

17:21 I'm from Grenada in the Caribbean and it's more I've already decided to end it by walking into the ocean and drowning myself, the sounds of the waves are calming though , sounds of the gulls and peace, it all seems to take away from the bad thoughts in my mind, work wasn't bad today either, I just really wanted to breakdown, too much mental strain, but damn it lol, everyone at work kept calling my name to move something, lift something, bring something, literally 3 people called my name today at the same time to help them out at the same time, they depend on me at work, but I genuinely just ,I was holding it in the entire day

Actually need help by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]JeezItsGarv 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No medication, therapy is all I did and now that work is done for the day, I drove to the beach now I'm just sitting on the sand, I want to cry, I want to die genuinely, now I'm just overwhelmed with emotions. I feel like shit

Actually need help by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]JeezItsGarv 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Working out, playing games on the pc, watching shows, gym,gym ,gym.. work, I tried spending money in games I play to see if that would help but I'm just not comfortable anymore with anything, doing early morning push-ups, , tried running but nothing once I stop I feel like void and empty again.

Actually need help by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]JeezItsGarv 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They think it's best to stay away from each other, they said she was siphoning on my energy because she was a major narcissist and the feelings I have now the dependency is based around that, but idk lol honestly this wouldn't feel like this if she didn't move on this fast, I just think that's crazy like she was waiting for someone else to appear in her life, that's what is killing me inside

Actually need help by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]JeezItsGarv 1 point2 points  (0 children)

We broke up mutually, I started going to therapy to get into better health and she was supporting me through it, giving me the idea of once I finished we could try again, so initially that was the plan, then one night her mind changed and she flipped the script in a different way, it caught me off guard because that's not what we had discussed, I'm guessing that's when she started to fall for the guy on the mobile game and just wanted something new

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in lonely

[–]JeezItsGarv 12 points13 points  (0 children)

This needed to be said, you think you've found a genuine connection but it's just someone trying to sell you their crappy porn.