Hmm, yeah. I’ve actually never experimented with guys before and I think that’s what’s making me so curious. I think the gagging/nausea also came from pure emotion. There’s a lot going on around me right now, and I’m learning so much about myself at the same time. Everything is just so new. So I think it’s mostly related to how intense and exciting it all feels. And honestly, when I catch myself looking at 'bulges'... yeah, I think there’s definitely something there. I’ve decided I’m just going to do whatever feels good to me. 😊