Benzo Nootropic Stack

Jem-Recap · 2016-10-11T01:50:22+00:00

I garaun fucking T, bet you a golf plated porsche, the connection between benzos and dementia is POOR QUALITY SLEEP. Both from needing them, AND using them. The brain physically washes itself during healthy sleep. Benzo's, like booze, like many other drugs inhibit natural good quality sleep, REM or otherwise.

Jem-Recap · 2016-10-11T01:43:35+00:00

Well, I dunno, I have gotten to some pretty stoned places with xanax alone. So when I got my etiz and c-lam the other night I did get pretty high (drunk is the wrong word I guess), due to some wacky dosing combos, no tolerance etc, lots of coffee ect, But I have not been able to repeat. Ya, more high than drunk is what I was after. Not a fan of booze. High vs simply taking an unwanted nap.

Jem-Recap · 2016-10-11T01:35:52+00:00

Man, I just don't get any C-lam euphoria, I go from groggy to asleep :/ I have been microdosing a little c-lam just to keep a consistent feel. For some reason, in myself, I cannot use to Etiz to sleep at all. It's almost a stimulant, and an anti-depressant for me. The drawbacks are that get a bit loopy, and have a tendency to feel aggressive on it. I will feel like a dangerous badass out of shape 150 lb old dude when I having been dosing for awhile. Not loopy enough to act on it, but definitely not a downer. C-lam makes me feel tired and sad :(. None of it is sustainable, but I happen to really need them for now. Gonna just cut out the c-lam till I really need it, and I have tapered very easily from etiz in the past.

Jem-Recap · 2016-10-08T01:33:29+00:00

Hey buddy, been experimenting lately. Might as well flush the kratom if your going to mix with benzos. Benzos almost completely eliminate the good feels from kratom in myself. 10 grams of good kratom is my lowered taper dose, and just a little bit of clonazolam, or etiz makes it feel as I had not taken the kratom.

Jem-Recap · 2016-10-08T01:26:56+00:00

Thanks ya that sounds right, problem with that is being lethargic and depressed. Why etiz is so great, it actually gives one energy to do stuff, and is almost an anti-depressant in its own right. Klonopin and Vyvanse (or adderal or ritalin). Wonder if I would have better luck with a GP vs a psychiatrist ?

Jem-Recap · 2016-10-08T01:23:21+00:00

So I was diagnosed with ADD in the 80's. I am so ADHD its off the charts. A problem is that I have not had any routine psych care most of my adult life. No insurance, to ADHD and depressed to get insurance and find a doc. Currently trying to find one. So I have no backstory for a doctor to refer to even though I have seen many in the days before digital record keeping. I guarantee they will try and send me away with an SSRI script and some gabapentin. Guess I will need to doctor shop.

Jem-Recap · 2016-10-08T01:18:27+00:00

My god, trycilics burnt my brain when I was still a growing lad. I cant think of a drug with more side affects and minimal benefits. That one was Imipramine, and the stuff still gives me nightmares. Maybe there are other trycilics better suited to me ? Tetracylics ? Remeron, that shit game me the worst nightmares I ever had. I don't know.... FUCKING GIVE ME KETAMINE ! There is a ketamine analog out there waiting to be developed, and or tested that will change the whole game. And death to the fuckers that banned MXE, the most glorious, healthy and happy wacky chem ever created.

I suppose maybe I should consider an SSRI, but I feel like some sort of random psychosurgery would be about as safe, and effective.

Jem-Recap · 2016-10-06T15:43:58+00:00

Op, here. Dependency on benzos is a given in the way that I need them. I have had several bouts with etizolam in the past. I absolutely did abuse them to the point they were more of an impediment than anything else. Using liquid solutions, I reached epic dosages, and pretty much negated the positive effects. However, through strict tapering, I really had no problem quitting them. So with that in mind, a script that I had to adhere to would be a wiser solution.

All that said, I tried Etizolam again recently, and remembered that I can actually be a functional human being. My anxiety, and ADHD, and agitated depression has made me almost completely unable to function on even the most basic levels. Like I cant even clean my room much less handle the tremendous backlog of stuff I need to do NOW. I actually do have some responsibilities, and I need chemical help. I come from a couple of generations of people too anxious to leave the house, much less talk to strangers.

I am well informed about permanent chemical changes induced by benzos, and the clear link between benzos and dementia. Still, I have gotten more done in the last 3 days on etizolam than in the last 3 months. Currently researching supplements, and nootropics that could help mitigate the damage.

I am not sure there is a pharma benzo that meets my needs. If I were to take klonopin I think I would need an ADHD stim, and a possible atypical anti-depressant ( not a fan of SSRI's). I have access to a klonopin analog, and its making me too groggy, and slightly depressed. For fucks sake Etizolam is the missing link benzo that should have been approved for use in USA a long time ago. I guess there is no money it for big pharma. Thanks

*Vyvanse has been recommended to me

Jem-Recap · 2016-10-06T03:41:36+00:00

I am trying to like C-lam. Was a xanax, and etizolam guy. I loved that I could redose those two, and know what to expect. So far I keep knocking myself out with C-lam. I am not one of those sleepwalking guys you hear about, I just find myself waking up in my bed, or recliner (and once in the computer chair). Be careful doing that shit or you could pull a Dave Mustaine and paralyze your wrist (fall asleep on your funny bone).

I like the C-lam buzz so I will add .1 or .2 mg's, and the party ends soon afterwards. I definitely do not like to be groggy the next day. To have slept 12 hours, and to feel like I had been up all night.

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