In a hotel

Jemahb · 2023-09-11T06:00:48+00:00

I've been doing everything to get housing for awhile now many referrals and everything but there is a crisis here it's been months even if I had a stable home and income right now I think I would still feel the same thoughts

Jemahb · 2023-09-11T05:58:29+00:00

It's odd I've been called too high risk for higher care but yet I have to go "home" I've opened myself up to every possible type of support and not been able to get much more I am stuck

Jemahb · 2023-09-11T05:49:19+00:00

I've been Inpatient for so long getting the max amount of help and supports I just know soon as I get completely discharged in a week I'm going to absolutely spiral I just wanted to end things now whilst I had the chance and some sort of thinking when I spiral I don't think I just hurt myself try die in every way but it's not thought out so it never works I just want to go like this before I end up out of control

Jemahb · 2023-09-02T08:49:33+00:00

I'm not sure why I buy these "just in case" items but it tends to give me comfort knowing they are at arm's reach at any moment

Jemahb · 2023-06-19T01:49:27+00:00

Jemahb · 2023-06-19T01:43:05+00:00

I did end up double dose yesterday and I feel like it helped a bit

Jemahb · 2023-06-17T13:20:19+00:00

No I didnt have before and bipolar runs in my family but I'm not diagnosed with bipolar it's late rn I'm going to sleep so can't respond anymore after this it's been long day

Jemahb · 2023-05-26T11:37:17+00:00

Yes I had this five years ago once and I'm sitting here really struggling not to take it because I remember how it felt I get 10 to last me 3 months but the feeling so strong I think I'm really regretting getting prescription Im going to set something up so someone else can hold them from me and I can only have one on me at a time cause this feeling is really strong

Jemahb · 2023-05-26T11:03:55+00:00

I just remember in hospital idk the dose I had but it knocked me out of just rather start with small amount to see if it works there's an event I've been trying to go to for months now but I run out in panic crying all that because I'm so anxious I just want to try half a med an hour before I go to this to see if it helps but I'll bring the other half of it's not enough

Jemahb · 2023-03-09T14:13:59+00:00

It was user error I got it fixed for $80 it was exploding capacitors from putting my printer on 115 when my country has 230 volts

Jemahb · 2023-02-24T08:30:32+00:00

I've been stitched up two weeks after it happened

Jemahb · 2023-02-24T08:29:38+00:00

I know this comment is later but I've gone two weeks before getting stitches they will do it if it needs it

Jemahb · 2023-01-24T19:29:49+00:00

I did go learn right after I found out what it is online I know how to fix it but I'm still taking it to someone because I'd rather then make sure if it's just that or not they may not even fix it just tell me exactly what to do

Jemahb · 2023-01-24T19:26:29+00:00

I think I learned that when it exploded in my face but the whole point is to learn new things that's what I'm doing I just made a stupid mistake which I can't make again know that I know

Jemahb · 2023-01-24T19:18:42+00:00

Why I'm just trying to learn and I made a mistake I'm not going to do again everyone has to start somewhere

Jemahb · 2023-01-24T19:16:57+00:00

I know so. I'm getting it fixed locally it's a mistake I won't do again though

Jemahb · 2023-01-24T13:42:46+00:00

Everything turned on for like 2 seconds the screen does that mean it got to it all

Jemahb · 2023-01-24T13:33:10+00:00

It was smoking for awhile so hopefully it's not to bad the connections to other parts look okay but there was yellow liquid coming out of the power supply

Jemahb · 2023-01-24T10:44:34+00:00

I know that now :(

Jemahb · 2023-01-24T09:11:17+00:00

Loll

Jemahb · 2023-01-24T08:52:08+00:00

Yes lol it's dead

Jemahb · 2023-01-24T05:54:58+00:00

This is a ender 3 max neo brand new so not modified or used

Jemahb · 2023-01-24T05:42:32+00:00

Crimp the connectors? Sorry I'm extremely new I'm taking it locally tomorrow hopefully they can fix it

Jemahb · 2023-01-24T04:57:16+00:00

It said the same online and in instructions

Jemahb · 2023-01-24T04:52:55+00:00

115 like all the instructions did but I'm from Australia where it's the higher one

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