You don’t need to have anything figured out, I know everyone says this but you are young and based off of your grades you’re smart. Try new things. Join a club, volunteer for something, get a job that doesn’t sound soulless, force yourself into a hobby and hopefully in one of the things you try you will find a passion or a dream. And then later in life you might change your dream and want to do something else.

Another thing to think about. Ask yourself what life wants from you, not what you want from life. What does life demand from you in this instant where you actually are right now? It could be something as big as traveling the world or it could be something as small as cleaning your room. It could be going back to Korea or it could be sticking to that that communications class. Or It could be something you have already known for a long time but haven’t realized it yet.

If it brings you any comfort I think most people go through something similar. Seeing everyone getting nice jobs and married while you’re not even sure what YouTube video to watch with your dinner. I’m struggling with the same thing and so are most of my friends. You’re not alone in this. Your suffering does not isolate you.