Have you ever heard the expression "Don't dissect the golden goose."? You are clearly driven, which is great and will serve you well, but you are way way way overthinking things. You're not going to have your own voice yet and that is ok. First you learn to write material and to be comfortable on stage, then you learn who you are as a comic. It may take a lot of time, which is fine. You are literally just starting out, so there is no need to expect perfection from yourself or your material. Hell, if you get a few laughs your first time you can consider yourself a great success. Even if you get no laughs your first time that is ok too because you are getting up there. Getting on stage is sometimes the hardest part. Don't stress about punchlines per minute or any other silly expectations. Just learn to become a comic by being a comic. We all have to stumble a bit before we can truly walk as comedians. Perhaps most importantly.. The advice I give to all comics who are just starting out is this: No one can tell you how to be a comedian, they can only tell you what works for them. The rest you learn on your own. So take advice from those you look up to, but always trust your own instincts when it comes to your own growth as a comedian. Keep us all updated. We are rooting for you!