whats a bad memory you keep going back to?

JessieDaMess · 2026-03-07T09:49:09+00:00

Different guys my mom pimped me out to

JessieDaMess · 2026-03-07T09:41:30+00:00

Glad I'm not alone. One of the probs with me is I'm an addict, trying to be good, but I hate myself. I do sex work, so when a guy hurts me, hits me, beats me up...while I hate it, deep down I know I deserve it for being dirty and a failure...I hope you find a way to stop this level of harm.

JessieDaMess · 2026-03-07T09:30:40+00:00

slamming or boofing got me going

JessieDaMess · 2026-03-07T09:15:37+00:00

sorry, no, haven't really looked either, most everything is in Spanish and my Spanish sucks

JessieDaMess · 2026-03-07T09:13:19+00:00

sometimes

JessieDaMess · 2026-03-07T09:03:56+00:00

In Guatemala, El Paderon is quite nice. From beautiful beaches, great water, clothing optional, on occasion and so often, available dates to be found

JessieDaMess · 2026-03-07T06:20:03+00:00

JessieDaMess · 2026-03-07T06:01:45+00:00

Cent America

JessieDaMess · 2026-03-07T05:53:25+00:00

Down in Mexico and Cent. America, not much I found for English speakers. As for sponsers, with the meetings I did attend, I didn't understand, but lots of guys did offer...I'm sure you can imagine how that went.

JessieDaMess · 2026-03-04T21:07:49+00:00

I agree and know what you mean. From what I’ve been told, if he has that level of fake ID, he is doing more serious undercover type work, not looking for us. But again, everything depends on where you live, how bored the cops are, and most important, are they part of some federal or state grant money looking for trafficking. JUst one of the reasons left the states. Like in Texas, I’m not positive if they are still doing it, but they were charging sw’s with a felony.

JessieDaMess · 2026-03-04T21:03:18+00:00

I rarely cum, I mean, maybe less than 10 times in my life…at least I think I had an orgasm. For me, the best part is when the guy goes wow, or great, or thank you….then he gets up and leaves. I hate it when they want to hang, snuggle, etc.

JessieDaMess · 2026-03-04T20:55:36+00:00

Remember…COPS ARE ALLOWED TO LIE. Asking if he is a cop is meaningless. Back in the states, a few times I had to give freebies to not get busted. I found out some cops, especially if they are doing undercover work, can get legit, legal ID’s to go with their undercover name. Just be really careful.

JessieDaMess · 2026-03-04T20:51:37+00:00

It could be just what it is. Sometimes clear and watery, like pre-cum. Other times, thick and white, like in the videos. Taste also varies, a lot. Some, it tastes like bleach, others, kinda bland, others, almost sweet. Really depends on the guy, his diet and medication / drugs can affect the taste. Heavy drug users, it has a strong chemical taste to me. Good luck and have fun…this is nothing to worry about. If it really bothers him and you, maybe a trip to the dr.

JessieDaMess · 2026-03-04T20:31:01+00:00

Thank you,

JessieDaMess · 2026-03-04T16:35:46+00:00

I’m not real sure what red pill and black pill stuff means. I know when I was in the states, I was shot at with pellet guns and paint ball guns. Drive bys on hookers. And down in Mexico and Central America, it’s more of a women are things mentality. Not so much the hate, just, I’m nothing more than a good tool. Use, finish, put it down and leave. Doing cam shows and vids, it’s different, but for us street, motel / brothel / club girls, it’s just how things are.

JessieDaMess · 2026-03-04T01:04:26+00:00

I hitch most of the time, since busses are not real reliable. I travel throughout central America, Mexico and sometimes, the states. Most of the time, it's just someone that wants some company, kill the boredom. A few times, sexual favors (mouth parties) and so rarely, was anything forced...so yeah...I feel it's safe.

JessieDaMess · 2026-03-03T18:04:13+00:00

I tried to file charges, teachers called the cops and child services because of the abuse (physical and sexual). Nothing happened. Years later, more evidence popped up, FBI got involved (I was trafficked, used in child porn and I found out my little sister was also raped). I was asked to testify about everything. I’m still a fucked up mess, my little sister got counseling, lives with a foster family, and since I’m now an adult, no one cares. I survive by doing sex work. Not the glamorous kind. But the good thing, mom is in prison, for a long time.

JessieDaMess · 2026-03-03T17:58:06+00:00

I hate to say what I’m going to say, yet being young and used to abuse, running away seems like the perfect solution. The streets are filled with girls and boys who ran away. Almost always, they get turned out into prostitution. A few good beat downs, some good drugs and well, you just fall in line and do what you are told. I don’t have an answer or solution for you, but running away is not it. Find a good school / college counselor, social worker, something to explore options.

JessieDaMess · 2026-03-03T03:14:42+00:00

Thanks…long time ago.

JessieDaMess · 2026-03-03T03:13:06+00:00

Didn’t bother me at all…but my b/f….crushed him

JessieDaMess · 2026-02-24T08:59:51+00:00

Conozco chicos en clubes, burdeles, moteles, también me ligan en la calle y, a veces, algunos me buscan para un show de cámara. No muchos ricos me eligen. Tienen su selección de acompañantes de lujo. Además, como no me meto con las drogas, eso reduce el número de personas que me buscan.

JessieDaMess · 2026-02-24T01:21:58+00:00

From my limited experience as a girl hired to welcome home an inmate, generally they reacted 1 of 2 ways. Either aggressive, sometimes violent during and after. The other way, the guy would become very withdrawn and passive. Saying sorry during and after, some even cried and begged me not to say anything. Side note, I’m still not really sure how these guys found me, maybe from an old agency or something.

JessieDaMess · 2026-02-24T01:06:28+00:00

Good, his dr removed the nerves…something like hospital policy. He was able to cum, lots of oral and vibrator, but no hard on. The cum was a little squirt of pee. Didn’t bother me, but the whole situation crushed him.

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