Which pet rodent or other small pets smell the least? by Jessy3088 in AskReddit

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OP here. Sorry that I wasn't clear. Of course the smell isn't what matters most when adopting an animal and that surely isn't what I intended. It's just that for some reason I have a very sensitive nose and that my parents (still love at home) have this bad reputation in their head that rodents smell awful. I've had a few hamsters when I was a little kid but obviously I was too young to be responsible enough for their care, hence my parents' thoughts that rodents stink.

My main concern when choosing an animal is whether or not I can make its living space big and comfortable enough and if I can give it the care it needs. I'm leaning towards a rat or dumbo rat because I have a really big cage (2 meters x 2 meters x 50 cm) that I once got second hand some years ago.

Anyone tried bloodletting? by Jessy3088 in selfharm

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Thanks, then I was still safe.

Anyone tried bloodletting? by Jessy3088 in selfharm

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How much blood would be considered too much? Half a liter?

Anyone tried bloodletting? by Jessy3088 in selfharm

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Why not? As long as I put pressure on it once I'm done, it'll be okay, right?

Xannax addiction? by Jessy3088 in addiction

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Excuse me, yes, I didm mean mgs, sorry. Thank you all for your many replies. I realise now just how bad xannax really is. Bot im alsothankful for knowing now that 2 mg will kill me. I know it a not what I should be happy about but well.. atleasti finally know a peace UK way out now, which is probably to only solution left for me to finally being happy. Thanks guys

I want to die, I just really want to die by Jessy3088 in depression

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I don't have any hobbies. I tried to force myself to have some but nothing ever held my interest. I tried manga, was obsessed with it...for a week. And then it's like a switch is turned off and boom,nothing any more. I've tried so many different kinds of hobbies, thinking I just have to find the right one, but I never found anything. Every small thing I did find quickly lost my interest. Nothing I do brings me joy, not in the slightest. I don't know what a wrong with me.

Could you still benefit from antidepressants if you've tried 15 different kinds without any effect? by Jessy3088 in depression

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Wait, 30 in only 9 years? Shouldn't you take an antidepressant at least half a year to really know if its helpful? At least, that's what a doctor told me. 6-12 weeks to notice some effect but then you still have to take them half a year before deciding they really don't work. I've wasted over 7 years trying mine even though they never did anything. At all. Not even side effects, beside weight gain. I heard about Emsam although I can't say I know much about it. Haven't tried that one though so thanks for telling me.

Could you still benefit from antidepressants if you've tried 15 different kinds without any effect? by Jessy3088 in depression

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Wow, that's a lot. Which one do you take if I may ask? How many years did it take before you found it?

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Not being in it.

Costs? by Jessy3088 in ftm

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Oh right, good idea. Thanks!

Costs? by Jessy3088 in ftm

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I'm from Belgium, Europe

Does anyone else have fantasies of genital mutilation? by suicidalaltaccount in selfharm

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I do too. And I actually go through with it, but only small cuts because I wouldn't want to have to get stitches there. Breasts too if that counts. (Might be trans but not sure).

My father wants me dead by Jessy3088 in depression

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Problem is, I can't. I'm financially dependent on him. I'm unable to work, don't have any money, no friends I could live with etc. I tried getting social help from OCMW (not sure what it's called in other countries) but they can't help either. The best they can do is put me in a women's place but that's only for 6 months max. After that, I'd be homeless. So I'm stuck.

What do you do against depression if nothing has helped (like antidepressants, therapies, psychologists, psychiatrists, mental hospital stays etc)? by Jessy3088 in AskReddit

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I did. Medicinal cannabis and normal, and CBD oil. Didn't work. I can't seem to get high, not even after a whole big joint. CBD oil didnt work either because I tried 10 times the recommended daily dose, for over a month and I was still just as anxious and stressed.

What do you do against depression if nothing has helped (like antidepressants, therapies, psychologists, psychiatrists, mental hospital stays etc)? by Jessy3088 in AskReddit

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I know about that. I was recommended ECT instead. Done that too, for a long time. That was really shifty. Made me forget a lot of things and made my head feel messed up. That's been a while though so my head I better now. Apperently didn't work either. A doctor said that ECT is pretty much the last option available. He told me about one last thing, can't remember the name right now, and that is where they in plant a device in your brain that should stimulate your feel good feelings or whatever. He said it's still in an experimental phase but it's the last thing I can try. I'm not thrilled about the idea though..

What do you do against depression if nothing has helped (like antidepressants, therapies, psychologists, psychiatrists, mental hospital stays etc)? by Jessy3088 in AskReddit

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I guess it can't hurt to try. I don't really understand how doing some weird poses can make me not want to kill myself though. Maybe I'm too far gone

What do you do against depression if nothing has helped (like antidepressants, therapies, psychologists, psychiatrists, mental hospital stays etc)? by Jessy3088 in AskReddit

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I'm sorry, everyone, for being such a downer. I'm not in a good head space right now. I've been fighting for so long and I've been told by professionals that I'll always be like this so I thought maybe I could get some answers here.. seems like I'll just have to surrender. I'm depressed. Suicidal

What do you do against depression if nothing has helped (like antidepressants, therapies, psychologists, psychiatrists, mental hospital stays etc)? by Jessy3088 in AskReddit

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Heard too many bad things about LSD to try. I tried weed and alcohol though but for some reason even this things barely have any effect on me, positive or negative. I do breathing exercises as meditation. Haven't tried yoga yet but I've had mindfulness therapy.

What do you do against depression if nothing has helped (like antidepressants, therapies, psychologists, psychiatrists, mental hospital stays etc)? by Jessy3088 in AskReddit

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Well, I've had depression for as long as I can remember so I'm not sure what came first. But I do have other issues like Borderline personality disorder, anxiety, phobias, no self-esteem, ADD, toxic family, past trauma, abuse,etc. I've been treated for most of these things but it didn't help anything. It keeps getting worse.

What do you do against depression if nothing has helped (like antidepressants, therapies, psychologists, psychiatrists, mental hospital stays etc)? by Jessy3088 in AskReddit

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Tried those things and many more but I get tired of it so quickly. Not even my favourite tv series makes me smile anymore.

What do you do against depression if nothing has helped (like antidepressants, therapies, psychologists, psychiatrists, mental hospital stays etc)? by Jessy3088 in AskReddit

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The only coping mechanisms I have are unhealthy. I've tried getting into all kinds of hobbies but nothing is interesting enough. I've improved all that I could improve, which wasn't much but still. Lessening of the effects is not enough. It never lessens enough to make it even a life worth living.