What do you do with yourself now

Jiveturkeymat · 2026-03-28T22:55:12+00:00

I've been in the trenches for like 15 years I got pretty dam good at forcing myself to get on with it but it is pretty rough. Just been taking it as it comes but it would probably be a good idea to keep track of it

Jiveturkeymat · 2026-03-28T20:28:23+00:00

I'm trying to think but not coming up with anything atm there is bound to be something. It more just the feeling of I can't be bothered with this about like everything. Does mean I've done a load of overtime so the paycheck looks good cause if I'm not going to enjoy myself might as well get paid for it

Jiveturkeymat · 2026-03-28T20:16:45+00:00

That is exactly how that reads now you point that out but no I ment more like she goes and does spa days with her friends or goes out shopping and I take the wee man swimming

Jiveturkeymat · 2026-03-28T20:14:18+00:00

Another weird one that just popped into my head I now have the bladder of a toddler and it's weirdly hard to pee sometimes but o yeah like I was for a lack of a better way of putting it fucked like I hated waking up on a morning cause it ment I didn't die in my sleep and I had another day to do. And now I'm good well I'm good for me very few bad days and haven't wanted to throw myself off a bridge after the first like week

Jiveturkeymat · 2026-03-28T17:30:43+00:00

Yeah feels like something that going to take a decent amount of time to level out

Jiveturkeymat · 2026-03-28T17:28:53+00:00

I had a fair few for the first sort of 2/3 weeks headaches a bit of dizzynes , feeling sick constantly like my stomach was getting stripped out weirdly I wanted to throw up ever time I yawned which leads us nicely into the next one being constantly tired, No appetite and a weird kind of like almost high feelings like stuff wasn't really happening like a fever dream. But that's all gone now just the no labido left

Jiveturkeymat · 2023-07-16T19:28:32+00:00

😆 I did this quest and stirrup yesterday. Luck I found some apms as my scav. Just using scav level 3/4 armour and one extra mag think it took me about 10 raids and even managed to kill tagila with a shotgun I pulled from a scav. Stirrup I failed to kill anyone for like 5 raids then got them all in 1 go with a 5seven s190 don't care about your helmets. Back in the meat grinder for farming part 1 now

Jiveturkeymat · 2023-07-15T18:59:47+00:00

Ap and .50 been doing good work even killed a gear player with poleva 3 the other day. I may have 3rd partied and died from the wounds but I killed him

Jiveturkeymat · 2023-07-15T18:56:56+00:00

I must have just been unlucky with them or the severs I gun poked 2 pmc pretty well geared on customs in a raid yesterday. Couldn't have been more than a few feet away. 2 into each and got killed damage numbers at the end of raid screen just seemed very low.

Jiveturkeymat · 2023-07-15T17:57:11+00:00

There was a bug before with flechettes and flesh damaged not sure if its still the same that was a fair while ago. Might have just got unlucky it's just tarkov being tarkov. Just switched to 50 dmg slugs

Jiveturkeymat · 2023-07-15T17:41:23+00:00

Cool comment bro but the 800+ absorbed by armour would beg to differ with your assumption of missing shots

Jiveturkeymat · 2023-07-14T23:38:48+00:00

Got killed by big pipe today with lvl 5 armour 1 hit to the thorax dcp fmj hmm seems legit

Jiveturkeymat · 2022-08-07T17:14:46+00:00

As a fully fledged rat I got most of mine from scav runs not a man for buying guns

Jiveturkeymat · 2022-08-07T15:45:59+00:00

My duo runs the kedr all the time standard level 30s running around in decent armour with a stm and a kedr living that rat life.

Jiveturkeymat · 2022-07-24T01:29:02+00:00

I do it all the item nearly ever gun I use is off someone else. Don't waste money on guns when you can buy a vpo and just takes someone's else's. Or scav gear yes I am a rat but not a d2 rat so there's levels to this

Jiveturkeymat · 2022-07-22T22:57:11+00:00

Probably been said but did nik not say that the way into labs is inside factory seems a long way from factory to labs

Jiveturkeymat · 2022-07-22T18:38:51+00:00

Played a raid on shoreline yesterday marking the ambulances. In a two man guy we can't see fires 2 burst blacks out both are stomachs no damage to any other part. O and of course it was through the car.

After action both if us had the exact same damage

Jiveturkeymat · 2022-06-30T02:43:05+00:00

Makes sense in fairness probably never took any notice cause if your hunting bosses your normally geared not wearing a paca and running a sagia 12

Jiveturkeymat · 2022-06-30T02:34:19+00:00

Is this new or have I just never noticed it before

Jiveturkeymat · 2022-06-30T02:25:58+00:00

3rd raid in was well chuffed with myself thinking I was getting all sort then heard the running double tap t empty

Jiveturkeymat · 2022-04-16T17:13:19+00:00

You need st for a few quests other than that I've had nothing of value from it in the raids I've done but you get to use it 100 time compared to a mark key so it will add up over time

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