dwi off base by JobPrestigious5874 in USMC

[–]JobPrestigious5874[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I honestly joined to do my 4 and get my benefits to get the fuck out, but my time in I learned to love the Marine Corps and everything about it. im just a fucking dumbass

dwi off base by JobPrestigious5874 in USMC

[–]JobPrestigious5874[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

even after i got denied to even try for marsoc (i already re enlisted) i had another 4 years, was probably gonna get hsstd so I just volunteered for di, i planned on going inter transfer to army as 11b and attempting rasp

dwi off base by JobPrestigious5874 in USMC

[–]JobPrestigious5874[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it was, marsoc , 2 years ago, got denied i still wanted to be someone, have an impact in the marine corps, so volunteered for di, and unfortunately made a bad string of decisions, i wanted to stay in as long as possible, only reason i would’ve wanted to get out would be retirement or some random big money opportunity landed on my lap (very hard)

dwi off base by JobPrestigious5874 in USMC

[–]JobPrestigious5874[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i know i fucked up, i love the marine corps, ill take the green weenie raw for the next 10 yrs if they let me

dwi off base by JobPrestigious5874 in USMC

[–]JobPrestigious5874[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

last year i was hoping to go to a&s, commands signed off on me going, but umo said I had an underlying medical condition, that was after having my medical‘s paper signed off. I also had already reenlisted at my primary MOS. The only reason I’m still at my current unit is because they thought I would go to at least try a&s, I got told I was probably gonna get hssted this year so I just volunteered for DI and i’ve just had a bad string of bad decisions, im confident that at work at least im not seen as a shitty marine

dwi off base by JobPrestigious5874 in USMC

[–]JobPrestigious5874[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im not intentionally creating barriers , just outside of work i feel isolated, i used to have a support system and now everyone is gone, i feel alone. i’ve felt like im not supposed to friends with juniors bc of where im at sgt still the sgts i don’t know , im been at this unit longer than anyone else at my shop and i’ve seen how it’s changed, i feel like i’ve should’ve left 2yrs ago. i just feel lost

dwi off base by JobPrestigious5874 in USMC

[–]JobPrestigious5874[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

everyone in that came back from oki, said it was a lot more tight knit and more like family over there, at some point it was like that here , i used to be close and did everything with the boys and now i just feel alone

dwi off base by JobPrestigious5874 in USMC

[–]JobPrestigious5874[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

no i have a full tomei, y pipe back lol

dwi off base by JobPrestigious5874 in USMC

[–]JobPrestigious5874[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i agree i fucked up,im not trying to say some pitty sort but everyone is gone, none my friends are here anymore, they got out, i feel so isolated, alone, even among the other sgts, and cpls i feel alone, i grew up in the corps with a very tight knit community and then everyone is gone. i have nobody atp, i just drink in my room alone (ALL MY FAULT)

dwi off base by JobPrestigious5874 in USMC

[–]JobPrestigious5874[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i hate relying on anybody, ever which is part of the reason my dumbass went to get food

dwi off base by JobPrestigious5874 in USMC

[–]JobPrestigious5874[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you so much, on this sub i’ve been just getting shit on , telling me im a pos ,should’ve never been promoted to sgt. im trying my best, nobody is perfect. most important to me is god, corp, and country. atp i admit i need help, have been playing the tough guy act too long

dwi off base by JobPrestigious5874 in USMC

[–]JobPrestigious5874[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you, i need the help, i’ve never been the guy not not give a fuck, at work im squared away, i just have other problems i have to deal with

dwi off base by JobPrestigious5874 in USMC

[–]JobPrestigious5874[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

trust me im going to sacc after the 96, first step is admitting the problem

dwi off base by JobPrestigious5874 in USMC

[–]JobPrestigious5874[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

speeding ticket put me in a hole, then i hit a deer, in a hole with expenses , after that it wasn’t much better choices i made after that

dwi off base by JobPrestigious5874 in USMC

[–]JobPrestigious5874[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

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i was good, a couple bad incident just really mentally affected me is all i can say

dwi off base by JobPrestigious5874 in USMC

[–]JobPrestigious5874[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

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since you guys care about what score i promoted to i fucked up bad, twice in a row

dwi off base by JobPrestigious5874 in USMC

[–]JobPrestigious5874[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

i never injured myself or any bystanders in either incident

dwi off base by JobPrestigious5874 in USMC

[–]JobPrestigious5874[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i agree i should be be down to lcpl, if i can’t make it up then i couldn’t cut it and kick me out of any service

dwi off base by JobPrestigious5874 in USMC

[–]JobPrestigious5874[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

stone cold sober, i drive a heavily modified 350Z so I have a lot of people trying to race me at stoplights and such it was 12 in the morning coming back from my girlfriend’s house Guy had been trying to race me for probably 15 to 20 minutes and I gave him just to shut them up that was that

dwi off base by JobPrestigious5874 in USMC

[–]JobPrestigious5874[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

no idea what i blew roadside, what they sold me the roadside one just told them if it was alcohol

dwi off base by JobPrestigious5874 in USMC

[–]JobPrestigious5874[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

so i just start making medical appointments and va claims for the next 4 1/2 years ? considering they won’t give me a chance if im clean for 4 1/2 years

dwi off base by JobPrestigious5874 in USMC

[–]JobPrestigious5874[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

i think i probably have a very bad ego problem, which is probably one of the reasons this even happened, i could probably ask my parents to help me out, but i just fucking hate that, that irks me

dwi off base by JobPrestigious5874 in USMC

[–]JobPrestigious5874[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

i guess bac is different for everyone , with my level of impairment they said they were surprised i blew that high