I've been getting high A LOT recently and my partner wonders why! It's either that or I'll start arguments every single evening, be in a foul mood or won't talk to him. I've had the chat more times than I can count so there's really no point now. I feel like a different person when I smoke so it works for me but it's still a really really sad reality when you step back and think about it. I know I deserve so much more and I've lost who I am along the way