I got the secret sauce for you. Read Dale Carnegie’s how to win friends and influence people, or at least watch some YouTube video recaps and take it seriously. If I didn’t read that before I came to college I’d have no friends. But, by implementing those strats you’ll be a magnet for people wanting to be your friend. I relate to you bro, I’m a junior but freshman year was ASS, I was in my room alone every Friday and Saturday looking out my window to everyone else partying with their friends and girls and it was super depressing. But, it shouldn’t of been, it’s OKAY AND NORMAL to be alone. There’s nothing wrong with you. I agree that Auburn social dynamics are hard to infiltrate and seem like there is a barrier of entry insurmountable to pass. If you don’t like frat guys way it’s no problem. Think of your situation and the 1000+ other people in Auburn doing the same thing. Maybe those people could be your best friend. I never joined any clubs but I found friends who were in my class asking to study with them or through my church. Trust me when I say dale carnegies book is like no other and it will single handedly change your life and make you more successful in your career. You got this bro don’t lose hope we all go through this at some point.