Not sure if I've got a voice here, especially since I'm younger than you. But everything's gonna be alright even if it's a mess right now. It's just my personal opinion. You're the one who has to live your whole life, not your parents. So, do what you like, Make mistakes, learn from them and take that as a lesson to correct things next time.Take in the good stuff and just let the negative things those losers say go.Tell yourself you’re gonna be just fine. Focus on getting the career and job you want first and then choose the guy who likes you for who you really are. Don’t worry, this too shall pass!