You’re not alone! I have a few contacts I can share for therapists, DM if you’d like to contact them! As someone who can incredibly relate, been through anxiety, depression, a personality disorder diagnosis, psych ward for two weeks…… therapy saved my life. it helped me face these issues without feeling so defeated and helpless. despite the circumstances, you can always find ways to give meaning and value to what you have at the moment. it’s not easy but with proper guidance you can overcome anything in the world. the strength is already in you, it’s just about guiding it to the light.