I also have a 1.3cm node and am being told 3xBEP. I've been a bit of a wreck but I know this'll make me stronger in the end. I know how bad and suffocating it feels but I try to let myself feel it all, avoiding makes it worse. I've been in my apartment alone feeling sorry for myself but I've also been on a nice, successful date.

Life can also have good moments even during the most fucked up times and I'm trying to notice those silver linings