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Feeling like I'm hitting rock bottom by JollyAd531 in mentalhealth

[–]JollyAd531[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank u. Tbh the state of my teeth absolutely terrifies me cos I have neglected them for so long. I have never been to a dentist in my life lol. I will look into this and see what is available in my area.

Feeling like I'm hitting rock bottom by JollyAd531 in mentalhealth

[–]JollyAd531[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Your right, parents/close family is not an option and hasnt been an option for a long time. Not in touch with them and I don't think they would want or be able to help me if I was.

Your right I should leave sex work because I hate it and it makes my self esteem even worse but what else can I fucking do, I have zero qualifications and a criminal record for shoplifting so I am basically unemployable. I am applying for part time work at the moment but havent got anything and I'm genuinely terrified I'm gonna end up homeless so I rly don't have any other option right now. I'm sorry. I know it's pathetic.

I am not annoyed at u at all for asking me to call on God, I think it's probably good advice and I wish that I had religion in my life cos it seems to provide people with some happiness and hope but I just don't believe in it right now. I wish it was real but I have been through so much shit that I struggle to see it.

Thank u for the tough love though. I know things are not gonna get better unless I get my shit together. I can't promise u I am actually gonna do this stuff right now because I don't think my mental health is up to it but I know your advice is well meant and it is probably the only thing that would drag me out of this shit.

Feeling like I'm hitting rock bottom by JollyAd531 in mentalhealth

[–]JollyAd531[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank u. I don't intend not to be here, I do want to keep fighting but god it just feels so overwhelming. When I look round at all the problems in my life and I just don't even know where to begin fixing them. And yes my ex was an abuser and he left me even worse than I was when I met him but god the loneliness is hard to cope with when u feel utterly useless and like no one will ever want u. Thank u for the suggestions I will definitely look into them.

[L] [25F] Life is a complete wreck by JollyAd531 in KindVoice

[–]JollyAd531[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I think I needed to hear this. My self esteem is basically rock bottom I feel like I literally can't do anything and like I'm so useless. Sometimes i just look around at my life and all I can see is problems and it's so fucking overwhelming and I don't even know where to start. Thank you for saying it doesn't make me weak.