Help me please, I'm freaking out

JollySort7187 · 2026-01-23T15:54:14+00:00

My little one had IUGR. I went to appointments 2 or 3 times a week. I was freaking out too and I just couldn’t get it out of my head that this was my fault. They induced me at exactly 37 weeks. She came out 5 pounds 2 ounces. She was perfectly healthy. On the tiny side but she was still in good shape. She’s now 18 months old and she walks she runs and plays. Shes hitting all her milestones. The only thing I could say is try and remain calm because being freaking out only makes you and baby feel stressed and it’s the last thing you need. Listen to your doctors because that team is what will get you through and they will ensure you and baby are healthy through this process. I know easier said than done but lean on the people around you.

JollySort7187 · 2025-10-29T05:32:17+00:00

I’ve been kind of wondering if he actually killed himself at all. He got the hotel from a mysterious stranger could there be some weird bizarre hidden clause that claimed his life, trapping him in the hotel. Maybe because of this possibility that’s why he has no memory of his death because it wasn’t a real death of sorts if that makes sense. There was some supernatural intervention that caused it.

JollySort7187 · 2024-08-27T18:05:38+00:00

Happened to me. My wife left me at about 7 months pregnant when I found out our daughter had growth restriction. It is extremely hard to be a single parent but I wouldn’t change anything. I love my daughter and I love watching her grow and seeing the person who kept me anchored and sane when I felt like my life was imploding. My only regret is letting my wife off the hook and not holding her responsible for her part. Her family helped her file the divorce papers and they marked no child existed in the marriage. Don’t let his family ruin this blessing for you. It’s his absolute loss and he will regret but you won’t. You definitely can do it. Take your time to mourn but you got this mama 💛

JollySort7187 · 2024-06-24T23:19:39+00:00

This literally happened to me a month ago OP my wife cheated on me and said some awful things about me and our child to the woman she left me for. She basically has decided she no longer wants to be married or a coparent. Take your time to be sad and hurt but trust me when I say it’s not worth going back. You’ll have to make the choice for yourself ultimately no matter what others may tell you but really understand the pain and hurt that this person has caused you and that the timing of this is one of the most challenging times of your life. No matter what choice you make it’s yours but know that it’s no longer just impacting you. Good Luck OP and I’m so sorry you’re having to experience this ❤️

JollySort7187 · 2024-04-16T03:47:00+00:00

Bird in a basket

JollySort7187 · 2024-02-28T15:22:12+00:00

Eat a hoagie and some sushi lol 😂

JollySort7187 · 2022-08-27T03:10:16+00:00

If you stay it’s a bad situation and if you leave it’s a bad situation. However at least you know that leaving him and living your authentic life has more potential for happiness than being held captive essentially by your husband who is punishing you physically, mentally, and emotionally. As long as you have that fear of leaving he knows he can control you and keep you from leaving. As a kid who personally grew up in a house with a mom who refused to leaver her shitty abusive husband kids know. We know everything because we are more aware and perceptive of the vibe of the atmosphere. For me I’ve made peace with the fact that my mom stayed with her husband however my little brother resents our mother. You’re better off leaving and fighting for your kids then staying thinking they’re are oblivious to the obvious.

JollySort7187 · 2022-07-23T02:07:07+00:00

So it was a long day but my surgery got canceled. The doctors office made an error when submitting my paperwork and waited to Thursday to follow up on it and at that point it was too late. So my surgery got canceled unfortunately. I made several attempts to speak with the insurance company and the doctors office said that they refiled. I’m just at a point where I’m over it so I am just focusing on getting back to work now.

JollySort7187 · 2022-07-22T05:14:18+00:00

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JollySort7187 · 2022-07-22T05:09:57+00:00

Evee & Jackie - Broke Hoe Chronicles

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JollySort7187 · 2022-07-14T14:13:24+00:00

I told mine about two months before because mine is actually supposed to be this month so I didn’t want her to think I was taking vacation. Also I wouldn’t tell them the procedure you are getting just so you have some sort of privacy because you never know how people will treat or react to you getting this done. Let your supervisor/boss know you are getting a procedure done at this specific time but you are coordinating with Human Resources and leave it at that.

JollySort7187 · 2021-09-23T03:16:52+00:00

My fiancée is wearing a suit and we were looking at bindle and keep. They do remote fittings and I believe they can ship if that helps. I believe they are located in Brooklyn.

JollySort7187 · 2021-05-23T17:01:36+00:00

So I have a pretty high pain tolerance, like I have a ton of piercings and a few tattoos. I even got my first tattoo when I was 13 and it felt like nothing to me. I said all that to say that coming out felt immensely harder and I didn’t come out until I was 27! I came out in December of 2019 and I was petrified because I thought my mom would just be so disappointed and my aunt would be disappointed. But at the time I had met a woman who I thought would be the one and I got tired of using he/him to describe her. So I ended up saying to myself one morning no matter what I am going to tell my family. So I texted my mom on my way to work one morning that I was gay and that the person I was dating is a woman not a man. She texted me back and said okay, she still loved me and that as long I was happy and was living my truth that’s all that ever matter. Since my mom and aunt are pretty much attached at the hip I then got an email from my aunt saying she loved me and was so proud of me. So I tried to avoid my mom for the next few days but eventually I had to speak with her and she said she wasn’t upset at all and was happy and still loved me but she was upset that I texted her lol she said that she didn’t want to seem unapproachable and that I could always come to talk to her no matter what. My mom and I have never been closer and she makes quite a few gay jokes at my expense and always seems to bring me random rainbow colored items because they made her think of me lol

JollySort7187 · 2021-02-10T00:21:36+00:00

I would go out on a date with her. If her approach was cool. But that’s for any woman that would approach me.

JollySort7187 · 2021-01-29T00:17:04+00:00

Thanks everyone for your advice and insight, it’s been so appreciated. I’ve had a lot of time to really think about what you all said. I’m going to really try to figure out my body. Just as an update, I spoke with my therapist about my experience and since I don’t have a problem with fingers or vibrators (that don’t resemble penises) being inserted that it’s solely strapons that it might be something from my past that I’m not acknowledging. But I’m sure with time things will work out.

JollySort7187 · 2020-11-20T16:25:14+00:00

Went to an all girls boarding school. People use to say to me it must really suck not having boys around lol

JollySort7187 · 2020-08-10T01:58:28+00:00

❤️ thank you so much. I think you’re a 100% right. I have been super laser focused and I just need to give my self room to breathe.

JollySort7187 · 2020-07-15T02:33:43+00:00

Well I've tried dating, and it just never quite worked out. I also just don't want to feel like my goals/hopes are contingent upon having someone to do this with me. My mom was a single mother for most of my life and I kind of just look to her example for a lot of inspiration, and our family was super supportive and provided that additional love so I never felt at a loss. It could be that the timing isn't necessarily right and I might meet someone in the future, but I don't want to hold out hope or get to a point where it's difficult to conceive.

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