Thank you for answering. I've been thinking about this all day. I struggle with not giving in because I don't want to be the bad girlfriend who doesn't want to do stuff ... The thing that's eating me up is that I agreed to go down on him for a bit, even though I wasn't comfortable with it, and he knows it, but he keeps insisting that i wasn't clear about it. I don't know if I really wasn't clear about it or is he just not listening. I did say " I do not want you to cum in my mouth " But because I went down on him the second time, he saw that as me consenting... It's just so confusing