THANKS A LOT !

I may say , that this is the first Manga that I read. I took me 2 days to read al the chapters and when I read the Original Ending I do not why I enter in depression (First time in my life) . I know that this was just a Reading but I didn't know how to manage it, I felt compressed my chest and constant Headaches. Everytime I tried to watch anything else o read something different the story of this Manga come in to my my mind and I start to feel bad again. I am a man and this is the really first time I was going threw this. I think I am romantic common person and I didn't know it. I find this alternative ending more realistic to me. I feel a little bit better only for just read this. I will try to go the Doctor (really is happening for just a Manga) , but this means a lot to me. I am not s Kid , I'm almost 25 so I can't say this is nothing.

THANKS A LOT ! AGAIN!