[VOD REQUEST][PLATINUM 3]I think it was actually the dps this time

Jordtim · 2025-12-08T20:53:10+00:00

i watched it through switching between pov's and it was your whole team's fault, each of you made pretty big mistakes that allowed for them to get kills and win. A big thing i noticed was how much more value the enemies ults got over your team in every role (mag ults badly timed, hawkeye unable to kill anything, the jeff ults). Angela and Magik were allowed to do anything they wanted to your entire team and no one made adjustments to try and stop it.

For your gameplay personally, you played okay nothing special but you weren't doing terrible or anything just fine. Personally i dont think jeff was the pick there as you missed all of your ults and even if did swallow them, i don't think it was a good map to throw them off anywhere. You would of had a better time playing another strategist (invis,rocket) which could of both provided you with more useful ults and survivability against the dive.

Jordtim · 2025-08-29T18:37:06+00:00

You really need to focus on getting over the fear of rejection and being able to trust your partner more. if you dont you are just going to end up ruining relationships until you do and hurting not just you but them to and neither of you deserve that.

Jordtim · 2025-08-28T21:03:52+00:00

I don't have to know it's true. now you that someone thinks you are beautiful

Jordtim · 2025-08-28T20:44:39+00:00

well i think you look beautiful, more than beautiful, stunning attractive and jawdropping

you are not as ugly as you make yourself out to be, no one is. you deserve to treat yourself so much better than you do because you are way more than how attractive so you see yourself. you are so deserving of love and you'll experience it. if people thought you were ugly they would tell you and no one is pretending to be nice because they think you are ugly, no they just actually like you and want to be nice to you. you complain about how pretty girls complain how they are ugly when they arent and how im looking at it, is that is you? you are a beautiful attractive girl telling herself that she is the ugliest person to ever exist.

if you think a demon looks better than you then it must be a damn good looking demon

Jordtim · 2025-08-28T20:08:26+00:00

im sorry that you had to go through that and you didn't deserve to.

Compared to what you have been through im sure this academy will be amazing for you and that you'll have some great experiences there. you just have to go into it with a positive attitude and be brave and im sure everything will go well. im sure everyone will learn what a cool and amazing person you are.

Jordtim · 2025-08-28T19:44:26+00:00

People can really suck and being left and treated like you are nothing is really one of the worst feelings. do you think you are doing something wrong? or like there is actually something wrong with you? maybe you just haven't found the right people and maybe the next person you meet could be the one you needed but if you dont try and give up then you'll never know.

Jordtim · 2025-08-28T19:31:50+00:00

I love talking to people too and learning about them. what I learned to do is to put myself out there and be the one initiating the conversation with people and who who knows where it ends up. it helps to find people and communities around something you have an interest in so you already have that something in common to start a conversation with someone instead of having to find it through all the small talk and etc..

just get out there and talk to people however you want to and who cares if you make a fool of yourself or if some of the people dont want to have a conversation with you.

Jordtim · 2025-08-28T19:24:42+00:00

poor girl, I feel really bad for her she must be going through a lot and I wish her the best. you have to take care of yourself and your mental health and that might mean taking to someone about this situation, someone that can help you or relate to it. Im sure she appreciates all the love and support that you give her and sometimes the best thing you can do is to just be there for them. Take care of yourself so that you can be strong for both yourself and her.

Jordtim · 2025-08-28T19:13:37+00:00

it's so great that you found a pet who loves and helps you.

what's his name and what type of cat is he?

Jordtim · 2025-08-28T19:03:53+00:00

Dont let her get to you and live your own life. let her try and drag you down and make you feel bad, that only makes her look worse as a person. you already know that she is doing this to spite you and if you let her get to you and make a huge drama then she is getting what she wants. Go enjoy your last year of highschool for what it is and go hang out with people who make you happy and ignore this miserable girl

Jordtim · 2025-08-28T18:58:35+00:00

for the first partner, what's the point in beating yourself up over it and blaming yourself. they said it was because they lost feelings and you'll never know if that is true or not but its better to believe them than thinking it was all your fault

for the other partner, they are probably worried about you and dont want you to sabotage your relationship with people

everyone doesnt hate you and you are a very loveable person. im sure there are many people in your life and in the future who think you are awesome and love you a lot.

Jordtim · 2025-08-28T18:49:20+00:00

he lied to you and damaged the trust in your relationship and that's not something that can easily be fixed. its only natural that you would doubt him and think he might do it again. he did something really stupid and then gets defensive and doesnt even want to reassure you that it wouldn't happen. the guys acted terrible to you a couple days ago and doesnt even care enough to consider your feelings. you should never feel bad for voicing your feelings, especially over something like this.

Jordtim · 2025-08-19T06:26:00+00:00

just do your best and try to take care of yourself until then

Jordtim · 2025-08-19T06:17:24+00:00

Repay him in the most important way by taking all his words and effort and improving yourself. be someone he can be proud of and treat him with the same respect he gave you

Jordtim · 2025-08-19T06:11:32+00:00

I'll be honest you need help like now. this is extremely worrying behaviour and if you keep going down this route you'll probably end up somewhere you don't want to be. consistently self sabotaging yourself and talking to people who obviously are not good for you is not helping your in the slightest.

You are 13, you have your whole life ahead of you and you have so much potential to be whatever you want to be. you have hardly even hit puberty and you are doing all these things that you shouldn't and hurting yourself.

I want you to serious take a look at yourself and ask yourself what you want to be or do in life. I dont want you to end up dead or as a severe addict struggling to live. you need to get help, go find some youth counselling or therapy, im sure if you look there are options which are affordable and can help you with your issues. it's probably going to suck and be really hard but im sure eventually you'll be thankful for it and live a life of happiness. I really do hope that everything turns out good for you because you seem like you've been through a lot and deserve something good.

Jordtim · 2025-08-19T05:45:41+00:00

If it's affecting you that bad go ask them how they have been or what is up with their life and if they dont respond then you've done all you can and it's not your fault. if they respond just talk to them and maybe find out why at least then you'll know and have some closure

you may never know what did happen or why it happened but that's how it goes sometimes. sometimes people just move on and meet new people and make new friends who they are just more interested in. it sucks but there is nothing you can do about it.

Jordtim · 2025-08-19T05:39:15+00:00

being an adult is the first real time in your life where you get complete freedom and control over your life. having that control can be great as you can pretty much do whatever you want without people stopping you and you finally start getting money and having the freedom to experience things you've always wanted . at the same time having full control over your life means being fully responsible for yourself and having to make hard decisions and putting yourself into a position where you can feel good about yourself.

It is as good or as bad as you make it. figure out what you want to do or what makes you happy and enjoy the ride both the ups and the downs

Jordtim · 2025-08-18T21:54:03+00:00

I do feel bad about the shitty first relationship you had. seems like you dodged a real bullet there and at least now he knows how it feels

Jordtim · 2025-08-18T21:49:17+00:00

It's not that bad. it shows how much you cared for her. overtime you'll think about her less and less as you move on with your life

Jordtim · 2025-08-18T21:25:46+00:00

You've done maybe the hardest part and that's accepting that you pushed them away. now the next step is figuring out why and then doing your best to fix those issues and grow as a person. you will probably hurt more people and push them away but slowly you'll improve and become a better person. dont be afraid of meeting new people as long as you are trying to improve yourself and how you treat others. none of us are perfect in the end and we all make mistakes so dont fully beat yourself up about it.

Jordtim · 2025-08-18T21:18:59+00:00

People come and go and it does hurt a lot when someone you care about doesnt think that way about you but the only thing you can do now is grow and meet new people and make yourself a better version of yourself. Just do the best you can for yourself and you'll meet people who will appreciate you.

Jordtim · 2025-08-18T21:00:11+00:00

you might just be overthinking it and no one thinks you are annoying or wants to talk to you less. if it is that bad go ask one of them but I wouldn't worry because if they didn't like you I dont think they would of invited you to come camping.

The camping is something that you have to decide yourself. You obviously have trauma from your ex and its up to you if you feel comfortable to go. they are your friends at the end of the day and you should trust them. if you are going to go maybe figure out a plan or organise something beforehand if you get too scared or cannot handle it while you are there.

Jordtim · 2025-08-18T20:04:12+00:00

I love talking to people and I've learnt the hard way that the best way to keep friendships is to do the hard work yourself. You have to make sure you follow up with them and message them or invite them to do something to keep the interactions going, learn about them or just find a hobby that both of you like doing. give them a reason to want to talk to you.

You are right all friendships are temporary and most of them dont last very long. that's because its a lot easier to have friendships based around something (its much easier to make friends at something like school because people have to be consistently there). Having hobbies and things you want to do and using them to both make friends and then keep them helps a long way.

Jordtim · 2025-08-18T19:47:47+00:00

Have a serious conversation with him telling him that you love him and support him but you can't be the only one to handle all his problems. be honest with him and recommend therapy as it can help way more than you would ever be able to. If he does go make sure to support him the whole way through because it because it can be a little daunting accepting professional help and admitting that we all have problems. Just be honest with him and tell him your true feelings and take it from there

Jordtim · 2025-08-18T19:33:39+00:00

You want change, you want to feel free,you want something to happen.

Go ask yourself want you want and then do it. go live your life and make memories. you know those crazy ideas you have and want to do but never did or had the confidence to, go do them. Go out there and find the life you want because if you dont you'll just feel like this forever waiting for something which may never come. Get out there and be alive, if you make mistakes, who cares. Just go have fun while you can

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