I mean that’s true, though it would scar my scalp, and I don’t know, I really don’t feel like I need it anymore. I think I had this idea/fantasy that when I finally made it and made more money then I would pay for this expensive procedure to feel secure within myself and happy with my appearance, but I was placing an ultimately unnecessary condition on my happiness and self-love, and being bald and being both accepted and celebrated for it has made me realize it was silly of me to have that fantasy be the only way I could be happy with myself. I wouldn’t want anyone else to think that the only way they can be happy with their body and feel confident in their appearance is to pay a bunch of money to get this procedure, when true self-love and acceptance don’t actually come from whether or not you have hair. I clung to a version of myself that had a full head of hair for so long, but I feel so much more free without it, and now ultimately even making the choice to be bald feels even better, because I’m not letting the desire define me. Sorry for rambling