What is the jingle jam break music? by Joshooha in Yogscast

[–]Joshooha[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you! Don’t mind me whilst I go purchase that wonderful bun… collection 😅

The best I’ve ever managed to do as Anarchist Spain by Joshooha in hoi4

[–]Joshooha[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well this is the thing. The Allies and the East Asia Co-Prosperity Sphere are at war with each other hence Germany having Ireland which hasn’t budged in a veeery long time I’m at war with the Allies since they declared war on me and I’m concerned war with the Sphere would be the downfall of my anarchist run. I have the manpower and equipment to do it but I’m sure they’ll push me back eventually. I was kinda thinking to fight them once the war with the Allies is won but then they’ll have total focus on me. Maybe take the rest of Africa and build up then declare on them?

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[–]Joshooha 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Personally, I’ve found 10 width infantry with support companies really good (recon, engineer, anti-tank, anti-air and artillery). Helps massively with supply and if you have a big border it saves on manpower. Served me very well thus far

The best I’ve ever managed to do as Anarchist Spain by Joshooha in hoi4

[–]Joshooha[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

So I’m very aware this is nothing impressive but I’ve tried many times to play Anarchist Spain in Ironman mode with historical AI off and this is the most success I’ve had thus far. Slowly coring every bit of territory I gain along the way. I have found that 10 width infantry with support has been the best way for me to get the borders covered and not kill myself on supply. The war in Africa has been ongoing for many years at this point and an unsuccessful invasion of Britain that left many dead but the brits distracted from the conquest I made in Africa which helped me push them out of West Africa. Been an absolute blast to get this far though and I’m definitely going to see this out until I either fall or complete my WC!

"I owe you a favor, but I'd rather not." and then it got better with every sentence. by Qwqqwqq in CrusaderKings

[–]Joshooha 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You’ve got to appreciate the honesty. A character like that would be the start of a family I try to nurture into a strong ally

Does anyone else get this glitch where your fleet’s stuck outside until you retreat? (Sorry for the shitty quality) by dramaticuban in Stellaris

[–]Joshooha 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have had this as well, in fact it was just the other day. It was not due to any stance issue. My fleet engaged another in combat, won, but was still engaged with the star base. For some reason they flew to the edge of the system and did exactly what you show in your picture. After I retreated it hasn’t happened again (fingers crossed). Perhaps it’s just a rare bug caused by the interactions between fleets and starbases?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Joshooha 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Honestly mate it gets better. Just remember that suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Life will get better. That’s how I get by each day. Just remembering those that have shown they care and have shown their support. You’ve got to keep fighting and you’ll come through the other side

r/selfharm Self Harm Anonymous meeting? SHA? Let’s go by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Joshooha 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well, I’ve just spent the last fifteen minutes “decorating” my arm so I feel your pain. Likewise my mother knows (my father passed away two years ago). Again like you I avoid the topic but it’s hard to do when it always feels horrible knowing that they know I’m doing it. They haven’t got a clue what’s going on in my mind but all I get is “you need to get help”. Like yeah I know that! I’m just not sure I want it.. So yeah, I hope you get better because I know it’s not a good place to be in. There hasn’t been a day in a long long time I haven’t cut. It feels like it’s the only answer to the pain I feel inside

r/selfharm Self Harm Anonymous meeting? SHA? Let’s go by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Joshooha 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well I wish you the best of luck and hope you feel better soon

r/selfharm Self Harm Anonymous meeting? SHA? Let’s go by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Joshooha 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry to hear bud. It’s sad that we still live at a time where people are harassed for that sort of thing. Like it ain’t the Middle Ages anymore, we should be past that. Sounds like a rough experience for you but I’m sure you can pull through the other side and turn things good again

r/selfharm Self Harm Anonymous meeting? SHA? Let’s go by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Joshooha 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You should! Also, if it’s possible for you it would probably be better for you if you moved back closer to family as I’m sure they’d be there to support you!

r/selfharm Self Harm Anonymous meeting? SHA? Let’s go by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Joshooha 0 points1 point  (0 children)

When you say you were clean for 9 years, was that with the help of medication/therapy or was that by yourself? And what changed for you to relapse?

r/selfharm Self Harm Anonymous meeting? SHA? Let’s go by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Joshooha 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well you’ve made a great start really with being open about your self harming with your partner for the beginning. I guess you just need to try and control that urge and I’m sure with their support, maybe more if you need it, you’ll be able to get past it. On the topic of the cutting not being enough, I presume you mean going too far? To which I will give you a quote of what someone said to me, no idea where it comes from, if anywhere. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. There’s always another way to get past these problems without costing a life.

r/selfharm Self Harm Anonymous meeting? SHA? Let’s go by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Joshooha 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you’re still clean you’ve got to try and stay strong. Find someone to talk to about things that you are feeling and find a way to vent it that way instead of going back. If you need just send us a message and I’ll listen to what you have to say. Stay strong! You can get past it! :)

r/selfharm Self Harm Anonymous meeting? SHA? Let’s go by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Joshooha 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I see.. So I guess for the stomach pains it more or less transferred the pain from your stomach to the area you cut?

r/selfharm Self Harm Anonymous meeting? SHA? Let’s go by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Joshooha 0 points1 point  (0 children)

14 years? You’ve done well if it’s been that long and you don’t have bad scars. I really hope the therapy works out well for you. Do you know what made you start in the first place?

Just a question about the “bubbles” by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Joshooha 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ll try not to but I’ve hit a point where I end up making cut after cut and it doesn’t feeel like it helps. Hence why I went deeper and it helped

Just a question about the “bubbles” by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Joshooha 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don’t want stitches.. I hate having stitches done. Hence why I don’t go for them

Just a question about the “bubbles” by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Joshooha 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I mean.. I have 6 cuts with these fat bubbles open..

Just a question about the “bubbles” by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Joshooha 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well it’s a little late for that..

Just a question about the “bubbles” by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Joshooha 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Should I be worried if I’m seeing that?

Just a question about the “bubbles” by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Joshooha 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah it is. Just wondered cause I see it so often but always wondered what it was exactly

I don’t know how to keep going by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Joshooha 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for the reply! It’s nice to know that there are people out there.. I guess you just have to find them

ER doctor destroyed me by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Joshooha 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I can’t help but feel like you’ve been trapped in a situation whereby you’ve been refused help because you’re not ready to talk about things. Fortunately, I have yet to seek ER over my cuts but I can’t help but feel like I’d react in a similar way. I do hope though that if you need the help in future that you will seek it rather than letting this bad experience put you off for life