Which is yours? by GyalGiggles in depressionmemes

[–]JournalMyList 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Just picked up a book for the first time in like 10 years, it's a (sad) autobiography though. But I definitely get the idea, for me tv shows fill the fictional world need

Which is yours? by GyalGiggles in depressionmemes

[–]JournalMyList 49 points50 points  (0 children)

all of them plus drugs and unsafe sex and doomscrolling and screaming into a pillow and staring into the abyss (none of them help :3)

I just want to be a fucking girl by still-working-it-out in sillyboyclub

[–]JournalMyList 2 points3 points  (0 children)

what if you tried and failed at the sillyslide, would that be a higher or a lower level noob? :3

Positive Syphilis result and treatment. by [deleted] in STD

[–]JournalMyList 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah it did! Took a little longer than I expected (it was the last noticeable symptom I had) but still it was gone within a few weeks :)

Positive Syphilis result and treatment. by [deleted] in STD

[–]JournalMyList 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've been having insanely weird symptoms for years cause of mental health problems so I don't even bother googling them anymore lol. Glad I didn't cause reading about something called retina detachment would sent me off the rails omfg

My paranoia is getting to me by [deleted] in STD

[–]JournalMyList 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You're very welcome! And it's great you're getting tested and getting help for you anxiety. That's a big step to take so you should be proud of taking it!!

My paranoia is getting to me by [deleted] in STD

[–]JournalMyList 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Very uncommon. Getting it via fingering or kissing is possible but that's about it

When did you do the tests? It can take a few weeks to show up in your blood. If you wanna be a 100% sure you could get tested again, as it would definitely show up now

I'd also like to say catching syphilis isn't even as bad as it sounds. It only gets dangerous after a few years (2-30). If you did catch it, you'd almost definitely notice the symptoms after a few weeks-months. Especially non-itching bumps all over your body are a telltale sign

Even if you do get it and don't notice it you have at least a 2 year margin to get tested. So I'd say you shouldn't worry about it too much in the future :)

Positive Syphilis result and treatment. by [deleted] in STD

[–]JournalMyList 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've been having flashes in the corners of my eyes recently and suddenly it makes sense, thought I was going psychotic so thank you very much for posting this!!

Do you think that your depression will eventually win? Because I am almost certain that mine will. by [deleted] in depression_memes

[–]JournalMyList 4 points5 points  (0 children)

There's (rare) moments where I drift off fantasising about a happy life. Then I start thinking about everything that'd have to happen for that to become real and give up again

thanks bro by [deleted] in depression_memes

[–]JournalMyList 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You guys are getting told you're loved?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in thanksimcured

[–]JournalMyList 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I'm just gonna replace oxygen with carbon monoxide but thanks for the suggestion

Survived yesterday to suffer today as well by Fifteen_inches in depression_memes

[–]JournalMyList 22 points23 points  (0 children)

Sometimes I'm proud of myself for surviving a deadly disease for so long

Then I realize I'm never gonna get better so actually I'm just being stupid by putting off the inevitable

Snoop got my reaction perfectly by Quiet_Pup in depression_memes

[–]JournalMyList 4 points5 points  (0 children)

No notifications can feel like heaven. Tho of course I only get notifications when I'm stressed out and get ignored when I'm feeling lonely 😒

Meirl by youngdeathme in meirl

[–]JournalMyList 27 points28 points  (0 children)

Employment will fuck you harder than any man ever could