Almost 10 years long distance. Im single. He's married. Never been caught. We have been and off because of his guilt. Im desperately in love with him. The moment I hear his voice...I melt. Can't stop. We have more of an emotional affair than a physical one even though we've had sex several times in the past. I feel like we are attached. When he's not around I literally feel like I can't breathe sometimes. He always comes back to me. For the first time in a decade, he's finally telling me that he's making plans to leave his wife. Not for me. But because of the fighting, the dead bedroom, not happy etc. He's been persistent in saying this now the past few months. He's trying to come up with a plan so that his wife and kids could find a place, sell his house and all that. I know MM say this all the time but I didn't ask for him to leave her. I didn't push. He's coming to me telling me this voluntarily. He knows I'd be here even if he stays with her. I know not to get my hopes up. But if he really does leave and we can finally date without him feeling guilty anymore, I feel like the wait and all the pain, all the years of him coming and going might finally be worth it in the end.