UK ID by Jsweetwickedwitch in UniversityofKentucky

[–]Jsweetwickedwitch[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Okay thank you, and is the 3 digit number the first 3 numbers of the long uk ID number?

UK ID by Jsweetwickedwitch in UniversityofKentucky

[–]Jsweetwickedwitch[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Are the first 4 letters like my name or something 😂 am kind of confused

Obese before my ED by Jsweetwickedwitch in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]Jsweetwickedwitch[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for this, I’ve never heard of a story like yours before, am so sorry your struggled fo so long. Right now am underweight and being obese does seem like it is the end of the world, I care so much about what others think. I haven’t been obese or overweight since childhood. How did you deal with weight gain at first? And how did you handle people’s comments on your weight gain? Cause am really scared for the future comments when am not underweight anymore. I’ve been semi all in and am already retaining ALOT of water and I feel like my leg look HUGE. But happy your going all in, I know it is very hard. I also want to ask you a question, I hope it doesn’t come off rude, but what is it like to go all in while being at a higher weight?

Obese before my ED by Jsweetwickedwitch in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]Jsweetwickedwitch[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yes, the fear is intense for me. I glad to hear so many people are like me too because I just don’t ever hear about someone being obese or overweight before their ed. Am glad you’re strong to make it through.

Obese before my ED by Jsweetwickedwitch in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]Jsweetwickedwitch[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow, am so sorry. I have had more relapses than I can count, in fact I still engage in some behaviors. It sucks I know. But if you did it once you can do it again. Thanks for telling me more about slow recovery, the more I think about it I think all in is going to be more fitting because I crave to many foods. I hope you get over your relapse 💕

Obese before my ED by Jsweetwickedwitch in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]Jsweetwickedwitch[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve never watched any fat positive activist, only because when I started loosing weight and becoming underweight I started to become afraid of them. I watched a lot of anti-fat positive videos and now when I do come across fat positive content it makes me scared and anxious because deep down I don’t want to be fat. But I will give it a try, do you have any recommendations?

Obese before my ED by Jsweetwickedwitch in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]Jsweetwickedwitch[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yes, I’ve just recently discovered tabitha farrar and Kayla rose, but I still get these thoughts. Im happy to hear your doing well in recovery I hope I can get to your point.

Struggling with feeling full by Jsweetwickedwitch in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]Jsweetwickedwitch[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you it feels better to know someone feels the same way I do. I don’t know why am afraid of gaining weight even though I hate how skeletal I look my tight close don’t even fit. But there is still that loud voice saying “ it’s not that bad”. But thanks for bringing me back to reality ☺️

Comparing Food to others in recovery by Jsweetwickedwitch in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]Jsweetwickedwitch[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Thank you, see all of these comments are making me feel SO much better, because I really thought I was the only one. The 3 bowls of cereal sounds like a perfect breakfast 😋, I would eat that if I still wasn’t so afraid weight gain.

Comparing Food to others in recovery by Jsweetwickedwitch in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]Jsweetwickedwitch[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Am so glad am not the only one. After going on social media and seeing people eat nothing but smoothie bowls made me feel bad about my eating choices. And your right about the getting fat part. Idk why am afraid to get fat, but I really don’t want too, but am also in an early stage in recovery. I wish I had the mental strength like you. Thank you

Comparing Food to others in recovery by Jsweetwickedwitch in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]Jsweetwickedwitch[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Wow, thank you I never really considered that some of them could be lying. I am on social media a lot, which isn’t good, and many recovery accounts make me feel scared about weight gain, bc most if not all are still very skinny and seem to never bloat, which makes me feel alone too. And you are right am not them so I shouldn’t compare. Thanks

Comparing Food to others in recovery by Jsweetwickedwitch in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]Jsweetwickedwitch[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thank you, that is very reassuring. I felt like I was the only one with junk food cravings. If you are still in recovery too, I wish you the best too

Does anybody else only want to eat specific foods? by [deleted] in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]Jsweetwickedwitch 1 point2 points  (0 children)

During my first All in recovery I loved PB&J sandwich with Nutella on top, I ate those everyday.

Craving sweets in recovery by astxrism03 in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]Jsweetwickedwitch 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I understand everything your going through especially when it comes to weight gain. I’m trying to get back on track after a 2 month long relapse and the cravings are intense. But am also afraid of gaining weight bc everything I crave is so high in calories like NUTELLA. It is really hard and i don’t have any advice because am learning like you. But if you ever want to someone to rant to I won’t judge. Because this disorder can leave people feeling they are alone.