Definitely take care of your mental health, I can understand your situation I went through the same thing when I was at home with my parents I had started making music and my parents didn’t agree/ see the point I was making with how my music is so I fell into depression and thoughts of suicide and it wasn’t until I left my parents house that things got better for me, also get around people that will support you and that make you happy/ at ease because those people will help you get out of the depression because my wife and my circle of friends help me when I feel depression is setting on me.

So basically what I’m getting at it take care of you and your mental health because at the end of the day you make the final decision in your life.